Alright, I shall not post up stories today, but an update on what I’ve been doing.

Well work has been a bore. I’ve got nothing much to do, so basically for the past 1 and a half weeks they have been paying me to come to work to nuah. Hahaha!!! oh wells its good money lah. But den again it’s a waste of time.

So I’ve been using the time that I nuah in office constructively.. Let me break it down for you.
In the morning when I reach office, I check my mails, reply if necessary, read news on channelnewsasia.com, straitstimes.com and bbc.com.. Usually I’ll stop at cna and strait times.. hahaha!!!! Read too much of the news I can get depressed and sad..hahaha!!! So sad what’s happening ard the world. I can do all these the whole morning with the occasional acts of being busy. Alright so after that is lunch..hehe..

After lunch, I’ll blog surf, I’ll check email again, if the bosses aren’t walking around much I’ll be reading comics online, surf the net, looking out for stuff , den if I haven’t finish reading the news I will continue reading news, cuz sometimes got updates also mah.. hahaha!!! I wish I cld play games or read my storybook, sadly I can’t.

Oh the other thing I do is msning..hahaha!!! Internet and msn is like ur best buddy at work sia. Every single time I’m bored I can find sth I can do on the internet or I disturb my friends using msn.. My outlook is also my good friend, email my friends so it becomes like a chat room for us.
Alright this is the outline of what I do in office when I have nth or nth much to do..I’ve often told my friends I would rather have a lot of things to do than nth to do, hah!! U must think I am crazy for saying this, oh wells it’s true, if I have nth to do at work, I’ll find it meaningless to come to work. I’ve been dragging myself to work this few days or in fact this whole week.

I am going to rather random, I’ll just type whatever things that comes to my mind..

I din go to work ytd, partly cuz I din want to go to work, partly cuz I want to see the doc for my rashes on my leg that doesn’t seem to go away and finally cuz I wanted visit the dentist and have my teeth checked. I spent a bomb ytd on all these, 39.90 for the doctor and 135 for the dentist. Hahaha!!! I had polishing and 3 fillings, haha!!! This is what I get fro not visiting the dentist for at 1.5 years or 2 years. The last time I visited the dentist was to extract a tooth that was putting pressure on the growth of my wisdom tooth, I am so thankful that I dun have to extract my wisdom tooth.

You know when I was in primary school, I was so afraid to go the dentist, hahaha!!! I crumble in fear whenever I see a person with the red board walk in to call names, I’ll hope in my mind *don’t call my name (until they walk out)* and feel like crying if they do call my name. Once I was called to the dentist and the dentist was going to do sth to me but I can’t remember what it was but I started crying and run to the place where we wait for our turn, refusing to go towards the chair, the dentist or rather nurse scolded me and threatened me with sth I think it was an injection, I cried harder after hearing what she’ll do to me. She gave up and asked me rather fiercely that if I rather let her do what she’s supposed to do or see the principal. Hahaha!!! so I replied rather guai lanly and relieved at the same time that I rather see my principal.. hahaha!!!! When I think back on this incident I’ll laugh at myself. Now I would voluntarily go to the dentist myself. This is a joke man.

Okok..enough on this embarrassing childhood memories, I paiseh sia.. aiyah oh wells.. on wed I went with my mum and sister to buy a Christmas tree at takashimaya cuz my smart brother went to throw away our tree, which my mum bot like oni 2 years or so ago only.. make us waste unnecessary money to buy another tree. Anyways that is not the point, so after buying the tree we went home and set it up, put all the decorations and stuff oni to find that the lights are missing too..omg..hahaha!! so my mum went to buy the lights ytd..so smart right my brother. He was supposed to buy the tree, but in the end he din want to buy le, so we the ladies have to go and buy and carry it home ourselves. Sometimes I think to myself why do I have such a brother..

Ooooohhhhh…..before buying the tree we went to eat at Fish & Co, yummy yummy yummy..had seafood platter for 2, shared with my sister..hehehehe..

Randomness…

Out of my randomness I shall post some photos..

My work desk...hahaha

Some stupid thing my fren did when i din go to work on thurs

A faded rainbow last saturday, sooo pretty, this was taken by my F480 camera

ok i shall end it here..till next time...byyyyeeeeeee

A Heart Warming Story

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:

When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection.

Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do.

He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?

The audience was stilled by the query.

The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled, comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.'

Then he told the following story:

Shay and I had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball.

Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?'

I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a father I also understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play...

The boy looked around for guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning.

I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.

Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt.

I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart.

The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted.


In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but was still behind by three.

In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands.

In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again.

Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.

At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game?

Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact.

The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed.

The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay.

As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.

The game would now be over.

The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman.

Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.

Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates.

Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, 'Shay, run to first!

Run to first!'

Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base.

He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!'

Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base.

By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball... the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team.

He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman's head.

Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay'

Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third! Shay, run to third!'

As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!'

Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team

'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, 'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.

Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!

A wise man once said every society is judged by how it treats it's least fortunate amongst them...

A Chinese man walks into a bank in New York City and asks for the loan officer. He tells the loan officer that he is going to China on business for two weeks and needs to borrow $5,000.

The bank officer tells him that the bank will need some form of security for the loan, so the Chinese man hands over the keys to a new Ferrari parked on the street in front of the bank. He produces the title and everything checks out. The Loan officer agrees to accept the car as collateral for the loan.

The bank's president and its officers all enjoy a good laugh at the Chinesefor using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral against a $5,000 loan. An employee of the bank then drives the Ferrari into the banks underground garage and parks it there.

Two weeks later, the Chinese returns, repays the $5,000 and the interest, which comes to $15.41. The loan officer says, 'Sir, we are very happy to have had yourbusiness, and this transaction has worked out very nicely, but we are alittle puzzled.

While you were away, we checked you out and found that you are a Multi-millionaire. What puzzles us is why you would bother to borrow $5,000?

The Chinese replies: 'Where else in New York City can I park my car for two weeks for only $15.41 and expect it to be there safely when I return.'

A GOOD GOLF WIFE!

An elderly couple were having dinner one evening when the husband reachedacross the table, took his wife's hand in his and said, 'Martha, soon wewill be married 50 years, and there's something I have to know. In all ofthese 50 years, have you ever been unfaithful to me?

Martha replied, Well Henry, I have to be honest with you. Yes, I've beenunfaithful to you three times during these 50 years, but always for a good reason.

Henry was obviously hurt by his wife's confession, but said, I never suspected. Can you tell me what you mean by good reasons?

Martha said, The first time was shortly after we were married, and wewere about to lose our little house because we couldn't pay the mortgage. Do you remember that one evening I went to see the banker and the next dayhe notified you that the loan would be extended?

Henry recalled the visit to the banker and said, 'I can forgive you forthat. You saved our home, but what about the second time?

Martha asked, And do you remember when you were so sick, but we didn't have the money to pay for the heart surgery you needed? Well, I went to see your doctor one night and, if you recall, he did the surgery at no charge.

I recall that, said Henry. 'And you did it to save my life, so of courseI can forgive you for that. Now tell me about the third time.

Alright, Martha said. So do you remember when you ran for president of your golf club, and you needed 73 more votes?

hahaha!!! ah wells...

Alright let me start off with a story a GHOST story…..

Prior to joining a new company, this guy A was working at boat quay area.
In those tall building offices like UOB and such. His office was quite high up the level at least 30 and above. Normally he will have to stay back for OT and in the evening, all the lifts will be stopped due to security reasons. Whenever he wanted to leave, he will need to call the old security uncle to activate the lift from ground floor to his level. Then the uncle will send the lift up..

After sometime, he left the company and joined another place where his office also very high up in the building. Hence if do OT, also need to call uncle to send lift up. Then it came the day that he's working OT for the first time at the new place. He stayed back till 12 plus am and when he's about to leave, he called the security uncle to send the lift up. After packing up he went to the lobby to wait for the lift. He waited and waited. 10 mins passed, Lift not up. He waited for another 10 mins and call the security uncle. S denotes security here.

A: Hello Uncle ah, have you send the lift up?

S: Yeah sent liao.

A: No leh I been waiting for 20 mins liao leh

S: No meh? okie okie I send again.

Another 5 minutes went by. No lift came up. The guy got worried. He's the last person to leave and there's no one around. He called the uncle on his handphone again.

A: Er... Uncle ah, you sure you sent the lift up?

S: Yeah I sent it up twice liao leh.

A: But I saw the lifts all on the first floor leh!

S: Aiyoh. Nevermind. I take the lift up and look for you.



Again, A waited. 5 minutes passed but none of the lift are moving. Then suddenly, his hp ring. The uncle voice was on the other side of the line sounding very weird.

S: Where are you? I am here. But I cannot find you.

All this while A was staring at the display of the lifts. All at level 1..... and the uncle is here.... shit something is not right.

A straight away chiong to the stairs and dashed down the building...When he reached ground level, he chiong to the security counter and he found out that....





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He had actually called the old security uncle in the building of his ex company and not the security uncle of his new office -_- He work till seh liao and was damn blur. Feeling very pai seh, he also never call back to explain to the security uncle from the building of his ex company.

Blur fellow and poor uncle. He must be the one who actually freaked out going all the way up and saw no one there.

Moral of the story - dun work till becoming like sotong.... Detress by DANCING............. :-) errr....-_-'''

Ok the end of story…hahaha!!! the first time I read the story when I reached the end I wanted to burst out laughing but can’t cuz in the office if suddenly burst out laughing ppl will think I am crazy..ok lah the story may not be as funny to u as it is to me..i can’t help it if I laugh that easily..hahahaha!!!! wat to do..bored in office..

Neways I am blogging now in office again..hmmmmmm…it’s the time of the month again..hahaha!! which means horrible cramps..ahhhhhh..am taking half day off today..

Celebrated my sister’s bday ytd at royal plaza hotel’s carousel (not sure if it’s the correct spelling) the food was awesome, tasted food that I have never tried before..hahaha!! oh man and the desserts..they all look sooooo prettttty..they taste good too. It was a good time spent with my whole family cuz everyone was there including my father.. after dinner or rather during dinner we took a number of photos and cranky photos..we continued taking photos in the lobby too..haha!! I dun haf the photos now or I’ll post some of it up..heh..i think God for my family..it may not be the best family to live it but I thank God from the bottom of my heart.. I know you’re still molding me in this area of my life.

I think God is really awesome…
the past few weeks or rather month wasn't a smooth sailing one for me..it was filled with alot of down moments for me..it was the worse period of my life..up till now at least..i won't elaborate further. I truly thank God for sending ppl into my life to speak to you hahaha!!! esp to my shepherd..thankew so much...hee:)
and also i thank God for monday night at wam night..thank you God for ur assurance..

alrite..am blogging in office now..

ok first of all i would like to address an issue..
To this particular person: i am not angry at the fact at wat u did, am angry at the fact that why do u even bother asking me for my opinion when u dun even care abt how i feel. if u won't even care abt wat i say den just dun bother asking and just do it.

secondly if am really pissed at you, you wouldn't even have heard me talking to you..and from what i can see i dun see the point of why u're pissed and am always the one trying to initiate a conversation till am tired to even try anymore. and though i see an improvement now, this friendship wouldn't go to the next level, cuz i know there'll be some barriers. I tried my best but it takes 2 hands to clap

thirdly by correcting ur english on msn or whatever is not insulting you, but its helping u..how about u try seeing from my view, and also aft reading the steps of how to use the software, the language is hmmmm...i tried to correct u but u say it din matter.

and lastly, this issue came at the wrong time, u do not know wat was going on with me at home and stuff, am sorry if i vented my anger on you, my life is not a bed of roses, i may look like i have no problems in the world or even if the world came crashing down i won't even care, i have many things going on and i ain't got the time or strength to deal with u. though i may sound like am making up some excuses for the way i behave but am sorry wat i say is all true.

alrite am stopping now..i dun care if u get to read this i've said wat i needed to and i've done wat i need to.

i just came back not too long ago from my favourite Singer's concert A*MEI!!!
She totally rocks man, this is the 2nd time i went for this star tour concert, and man this one was better, she gets better and better with each concert she does here. She haven't finished her tour and now she made a trip back here to do the concert again. Of cuz there are quite a number of changes to the program and the songs..my most favourite part of the concert was when she sang her songs that is not the *zhu da ge* which are like not the signature songs of her albums it was simple and from there u can hear the power of her voice, and the other fav part of the concert was the encore portion, it was just so much fun. She interacts with the audience alot and she tease us too..hahaha!!! ooh...there was this part when she was abt the sing a slow song, she was already singing the first word or so when a person just shouted her name(the person zhao xia) she bursted out laughing but still continued to sing..hahaha!!! one thing i like abt besides the singing and the stage presence is she listens to the audience...there are some artiste who when they hold concerts they dun really take note of what the audience is shouting to them and there isn't much interaction with them..yea..

neways sorry for boring u guys with nothing but praise for A*MEI's concert.. but its really AWESOME!!


oh and let me tell u guys one stupid and blur thing i did, i left my phone in the office on friday, thank God my fren was still ard and she saw my phone and helped me take it home and pass it to me today..hee=)

Wahahaha!!! i've been a lazy blogger..i blog like once in a while or rather when i feel like it, which isn't very often..Been rather busy lately and i've been rather weak the past few weeks of so with my cough taking at least 2 weeks to recover and i've not exactly fully recovered yet..

ok the most happening thing tat happened to me 2 or 3 weeks ago is that i played mahjong and went prawning on fine night with wu gui, lilian, aunty giok and my brother (hahaha!!! poor brother was my slave that night) my bro had to help take out all the prawns tat was caught.. and i suck at prawning, i din catch a single thing, i was so frustrated tat night, but i had fun any o how..

Work been's alright soooo..hahaha!!! finally met everyone in my dept..hehehe

hahaha!!! let me share some lame joke:

The phone bill was exceptionally high and

the man of the house called a family meeting...

On a Saturday morning...

after breakfast...

Dad:

People this is unacceptable.

You have to limit the use of the phone.

I do not use this phone, I use the one at the office.

Mum:

Same here,

I hardly use this home telephone as I use my work telephone.

Son:

Me too,

I never use the home phone.

I always use my company mobile.

Maid:

So - what is the problem?

We all use our work telephones !!!!!

alright i have not blogged for quite some time..
well...the good news is i got a job le, the sad thing is its in jurong..ahaha!!! oh wells i dun mind the distance. i started work on the 3rd of september, what can i say man, but to say that am really blessed, not only my pay is good but the ppl there are nice, and its a really nice environment to work in, not only there i have one of my good fren from poly working there too and also other friends from poly there too..heee=) so with the help of them i am able to fit in really nicely...hahaha!!!

Went with my department girls (there are only 4 of us, the rest of the dept are all guys) to botak jones on tues..hahaha!!! it was fantastic man..hehe..oh and we went for a department get together on friday, i had so much fun with them, we laughed so much...hehe..

oh and let me show u one of the many conservations on email me, lilian and jh have..( start from the bottom )

From: Lilian Chen Jinli
Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 3:35 PMTo: Amelia Tay; Chung Jiahuey
Subject: RE: next date with DINNER

LOL!!!! Abish..

-----Original Message-----From: Amelia Tay
Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 3:33 PMTo: Lilian Chen Jinli; Chung Jiahuey
Subject: RE: next date with DINNER

Chill man…its convos like this tat make ur life colorful…

From: Lilian Chen Jinli
Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 3:28 PMTo: Amelia Tay; Chung Jiahuey
Subject: RE: next date with DINNER

ROARRRRR....
You 2!!!! Angryyy

-----Original Message-----From: Amelia Tay Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 3:23 PMTo: Chung Jiahuey; Lilian Chen Jinli
Subject: RE: next date with DINNER

Omg this is like so funny I think I shld blog this convo on me blog..LMAO!!!

From: Chung Jiahuey Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 3:18 PMTo: Amelia Tay; Lilian Chen Jinli
Subject: RE: next date with DINNER

JL, rmb to breathe in n out when u see this okay? cool down… hahaha!

From: Amelia Tay Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 3:13 PMTo: Chung Jiahuey; Lilian Chen Jinli
Subject: RE: next date with DINNER

OMG!!! YOU TAKE UR BRAIN GO MAKE JUICE UNTIL NO JUICE?!?!?!?!?!? OMG ARE U LIKE CRAZY!!!!

From: Chung Jiahuey Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 3:06 PMTo: Lilian Chen Jinli; Amelia Tay
Subject: RE: next date with DINNER

No brain juices!

From: Lilian Chen Jinli Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 2:59 PMTo: Amelia Tay; Chung Jiahuey
Subject: RE: next date with DINNER

NOT AS IN TT BRAIN DEAD!!!

-----Original Message-----From: Amelia Tay Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 2:58 PMTo: Lilian Chen Jinli; Chung JiahueySubject:
RE: next date with DINNER

OMG!!! Ur brain died?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?......

From: Lilian Chen Jinli Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 2:56 PMTo: Chung Jiahuey; Amelia Tay
Subject: RE: next date with DINNER

Braindead le..
Kept drafting emails...
All to big boss... ROARRR




this is one of the crazy convos we have...hehe
oh yah we celebrated Jiaqi's bday last sat..it was so much fun and it was good to meet up with old frens like shuguan, xinni and hsinhui..and of cuz meetin new frens such as jo and weishan..hee.. we drank so much, but the zhong tian is that i wasn't drunk or tipsy..hehe..but still i had company for the walk home, thankew jiaqi, hayden and weishan..

went jooseng ktv with daixuan, huiying, kaiwen, simon, peter, jason and kaixiang ytd...hahaha!!! they all can sing...hehe daixuan and huiying even did harmonizing.. oh man it was like wow, u can do tat in ktv tooo..hehe..it was so much fun to go out with all of them..hee=)

I have an interview tmr..i really pray hard i get the job man..the location is one of the most ideal place..i have a direct bus there and its near nexus!

i went cycling last week with Daixuan...hee=) it felt great to cycle, esp when u do it with a good friend. on of my favouritest place to go to when am cycling is the jetty in ecp..staying there looking out on the sea and seeing all the ships talking and thinking... it may not have the best view in the world, but its like the best view to me in Singapore.

went to the job fair on sunday with Siewgiok...hahaha!! thankew for coming with me though u already have a job..it was a good time spent with her, and my job fair experience wasn't that good, dun haf much things for me..=(

After the job fair and hanging out with Siewgiok i wanted to go home, but i made a last minute decision to go for the Hope carnival, i managed to catch the 2nd half of the HPL, well, its kinda sad yg's team din win...
to me winning or losing doesn't matter, its the gaining of experience and doing my best is all that counts...

oooooooohhhhhhh....met up with the girls today...hehe its been long since i met them man!!! hahaha!!! we ate at ashtons, aft waiting so long i finally get to try the food there, delicious...wooo!! i bought a pair of shoes today..hehehe

whassup..been looking for a job, no luck so far..
its so demoralising..
its annoyong cuz most companies want ppl with experience but i feel like telling them, if u want ppl with experience den u dun give me a chance to work and gain experience how am i suppose to gain experience..argh..

went to ubin last sunday with Ywam, it was so much fun. the cycling was tiring but enjoyable. My favourite part was cycling down the slope woohoo!!! we had a time of sharing when we reached the beach.. though it was hot but it was a time i treasure alot.. hee

it was our nation's bday ytd..celebrated it with serving and after going to my uncle's house. it's been quite some time since i watched the parade.. can't remb when was the last time i watched it..a few years back i guess.. i din really enjoy the parade, but i got to spend some time with my relatives =)

I went back to school today to take my cert..hahaha..met WW uo for lunch..hehe so happy, so long never eat in school le, after eating we went to buy bubble tea in south canteen which is at the other end of school and i bumped into carmen..heeeeee=). Den we went to my favouritest place to buy stuff, the college bookstore and i bumped into my college bookstore friend, i call her that cuz i dunno her name, but will always talk when we see each other, weird huh..
hahaha so weird hearing ppl call ww miss Ching..hahaha!!!
oh wells aft parting with WW i left the school and went on to aaron's hse to give him tution.. aft teaching him i played his PS2's dynasty warriors..hahaha much more difficult to play den the PSP version..ahahaha

went to meet me mama at a later time, we went to watch Red Cliff..woohoo!! the show rocks man if you're into the war kind shows, can't wait for part 2 to come out..
hahaha...

a good fren of mine is leaving the island tmr for australia to study...=( i'll really miss her loads though she drives me crazy sometimes hahah!! dunno if she'll read this post but still take care of yourself well!! shucks i'll really miss her..she has been a fren who has stood by me through my worse of times till now, one i can count on. the thought of her leaving makes me really sad..
going to the airport tmr to send her off, i hope i won't get too emotional tmr..

meeting quite a number of ppl tmr, meeting miss sotong and bofc hahaha!! guess who.. looking forward to spending time with them, oh aft tat going to nexus to get something and den off to the airport..gonna be rather happening tmr

met up with ruiz today hee=) i have to remb what am supposed to do..
we went to ikea, ate swedish meatballs, pasta, soup and chicken leg. yums..

i haven't been really faithful in updating my blog, well, i shall now update.
been nuahing at home recently and looking for a job. man looking for a job can be tiring and demoralizing, been sending out loads of resumes..oh wells finally am going for an interview tmr at recruit express..hmmm..i hope i can get something decent..i really need a job!! Help me!! Please make this work..

alright camp is over, i know i'm like a few weeks late, but its better late den never eh..yeas!! Oasis, is the first camp tat i could stay throughout..woohooo!! think the last one tat i stayed throughout was like probably abt 2 years ago..
it felt good to stay throughout camp, cuz its refreshing and i get to spend more time with the ppl around me..God has spoken much, thank you God for being here throughout all these times especially during my down times. I need you to work in my life.
this paragraph is not sufficient to wrap up my whole experience in camp, there is so much more to say but i just dunno where to start, so i'll just leave it here for now.

one thing sharlene said last week in P&W: the world doesnt need more money, the world doesnt need more oil, the world doesnt need more food. God, what the world really needs is Your forgiveness.
yes lord that is what the world need, that is what i need.





the feelings of hatred builds up in me
the feelings of love slowly fades away
is it that difficult to stop?

alright amelia's been lazy again..
hahaha!! ok many happenings this week, oh yea i bumped into weiling last sat in Bishan, hehe was so happy to bump into her and talked with her, oh man i really miss her and susilawati angkasa(dunno correct spelling anot lah) my first 2 shepherds..

*am gonna be rather random now*

oh we had a class gathering last thurs(1st May) at east coast park, we had BBQ, and the pit was darn far, had to walk for at least 10mins before we reach it..haha!! i had fun there, bbqing under the moonlight with my classmates..yea am looking forward to the many gatherings we're gonna have

just this thurs i met up with my secondary school friends, i miss them soooo much, too bad jq wasn't there, heee and shima and shalala as well, it would have been crazier with them ard, but still it was a great night out with them and a great time of catching up.

think for the next few weeks is gonna be crazy, so many ppl to meet hahaha!! woohoo!! man!! this feels great man!

oh i argued with my brother today ahaha abt something hais oh wells..
oh am super happy today too!! lalalala

yay!! the old blogskin is no more!! hehe
no more pictureless skin

yea..am now officailly jobless, which means am free till i find another job, so feel free to like date me now, or i'll be bored at home besides doing work...hehe..

oh yah my neighbor tat lives 2 floors above me is so horrible, they threw rotten eggs down and hit our clothes tat we hang out to dry, argh, now we haf to wash them again, last time they threw their cigarette butts out their windows, and will often land on my aircon condenser, which will den pollute my room with the smoke. Dang this is the first time i met such horrible neighbors, i was so tempted just now to storm up to their apartment and scold them. when i think abt it i get fuming mad. *calm down calm down*

Footprints in the sand

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way
Than I heard you say

I promise you I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times have I Been so afraid
And just when I
I thought I'd lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
Thats when I heard you say

When I'm weary Lord,
I know you've been there
And I can feel you when you say

i shall hunt for another blogskin soon..yea..the picture is gone!!! hahaha
oh wells work so far has been good, but am kinda bored, nth much to do in the offie, i have to keep on asking the perm staff for things to do..hahaha!!! oh wells..

neways my grauation ceremony is on the 23rd of May..hahaha!!! Gosh how time flies man..i have already graduated from NYP!!! i'll miss the times of going for tuts and lects, the lousy comps in school, the crowded canteens with not so nice food, of cuz going to college bookstore to buy sweets. hahaha!! bitter sweet memories of school.

oh its jia's bday today!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U !!! and to all the ppl who come to this earth in apr..

oh i served at foh today or rather ytd alone for many reasons, hehe i had fun doing alone. i kinda enjoy doing alone..oh my in the past if i had to do alone, i'll be very panicky and get super nervous..hee=) yay!!

Shirls talked abt stress today, ride the tandem bike with God let he be in control guiding us where are we going, all we have to do is just pedal.

so many things i need to grow in..jia you!

oh i went to eat with ah girl and ldx at some place if u order set meal, you have free flow of drinks and ice-cream, the food not that bad, and of cuz the most impt thing is the people that u're with. Spent a great time with those 2 girls, Miss Dumb and Miss Dumberest..hahaha!! now miss dumb has found someone to laugh at..hahaha!! they are really great ppl to hang out with and talk to..hee we shld hang out more!!

oh yah we had EC's farewell too, he's moving on to the tertiary service..i'll miss this brother...use ur giftings there and bless the tertiary team man!!

here are some pictures from the minops outing at sentosa.

ywam

us throwing daixuan in the water( she din put in much of a fight)
shuz coming out from the water aft being thrown in ( she tried to pull me in too but i managed to escape
us burying Gwen
ambassador of 7eleven's big gulp and super big gulp
Ywam girls
minops girls with EC
Ywam 1
minops!!

i think i am a lazy blogger...hahaha oh wells i Am lazy!!

hahaha!! neways the past 2 weeks have been rather happening hee=)
let me describe the events one by one..hahaha

1st event: on 22nd march aft easter service i rushed back home to prepare for my 21st birthday party at home with some of my relatives and friends..it was a fun filled party..yea i felt really xin fu and happy. feeling of love from frens and family, where all gather at one place just to celebrate my bday. hee=) i shall attempt to insert some pics here
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aight for now i'll just put these photos for now hee=) pictures speak louder den words huh..

event number 2: bball cg on monday 24 march..hee had a great time of playing basketball with the grp, it was super fun..hahaha!! never run so much in so long..hee=) last game of the night we played full court..man it was tiring but much better den playing half court.. did i mention i LOVE bball!!

event number 3: ywam DMM on 26 march..it was a night of great learning and time spent with the group..=) i need to be consistent

event number 4: amelia's bday bash at east coast on 27 march..ruiz and the rest of the grp surprised me. it really was a pleasant surprise from all of u, really really appreciate it alot..heart melt melt..no words can describe how i felt that day =) and God is really God to me.. He cleared the sky for me and displayed the stars out, i've never seen so many stars in the Singapore Sky before, the image is forever imprinted in my heart.

Event number 5: i started work at cpg as a admin assistant on friday 28 march..ahahaha!! yea and am ending work on the 27 of apr

event number 6: minops cg at sentosa today..we celebrated shan's bday today hahaha!!! hmmm..i think it was fun..so long since i went to sentosa..played monkey, volleyball and some of us threw( i dun think it was throwing it was more like putting them into the water) shuz and daixuan into in water.. we attempted to throw dua gu into the water but we buried her in the sand instead..hahaha

yay!!! exam's over!! hahaha though it like ended on tues..i should stop procrastinating to blog..
really thank God for the last 2 papers of my exams, the papers were easier den expected especially the last paper. The first 2 papers were the killers, though i prefered the first 2 modules the most. ahh...i was damn pissed with myself for my QM paper, my mind was a blank and this has never happened before and i lost many points. shucks it would be a miracle if i can get a decent score for the module. oh wells, doesn't matter its over and am thankful for it.

Had class chalet after our last paper, but i din go on the first night, first time in my 1 and a half years of being in the class i see us gathered in the same place having fun together and eating together..damn fun lah!! hahaha oh we had BBQ, we had extra guests to our bbq hahaha!!! 3 cats -_-''' shld have more of this kind of gathering man, finally my class feels like a class..if u noe what i mean. =) oh and we went night cycling..hahaha!! we cycled from the chalet to changi Village, and yes i saw many you know wats..i was actully quite disgusted, but i've got to admit they got quite nice figures.. the cycling was fun and tiring, cycled for about 4 hours.. my legs were like wobbly aft tat..hahaha!!

oh carol and ah lin came to my hse on friday, hehe..watched movie called yours mine and ours, funny show and the kids are like cute..hehe it was a day of becoming couch potatoes..hahaha!! it was great to catch up with them after so long..
alright i shall end now and go eat my dinner..i shall update again soon i hope..

oh and as crazy as it sound am gonna go back to school on tues to pack the locker with WC and go have our last meal in nyp MCD..we are crazy right??

Entre Day is finally over and so are all our projects. Now am left with the last lap of my semester and poly life. Exams had never been so stressful before this. i shall be term a mugger until the exams are over..
Studying in school with my study partners had been fun..hahaha!! and i found out some webby to play mahjong online with people, though the feeling is not the same as playing the real thing but its the next best thing to it..hehe
aahhhh..am having pimple outbreak, think its due to the stress and heatyness..oh wells

Went to Shima's 21st bday party ytd, the party was good, can really see that her family and frens love her alot by the presentations put up for her..hee=)

*blows the dust away from the blog* hehe:)
haven't been blogging all this while.

Went to watch Sweeny Todd today and had dinner tgt with the Gang, Chinhong, Renxin, Vani and Becky. i had fun hanging out with them, but the movie was a let down, i was expecting much, hais saded. hahaha!!
Had crmp presentation today, i was the first speaker, haha!! overall it was ok, i stumbled abit here and there.
hmmm lets see, things are getting better, it kinda helps when i open up my eyes more and learning to be in their shoes. =) another bigger challenge lies ahead though..how will i overcome it.

in last sat's service, Jasmine preached abt family, when i heard wat she was saying abt it, in my mind i was thinking abt my family..esp abt the level of satisfaction, it really got me thinking there.

lalalalalalalala...
my eye is killing me, i've been feeling pain in my left eye since ytd, and i still don't have any idea what is causing the pain..ahhh!!! in the later part of tutorial today my vision went kinda blury, i couldn't really open my eyes.

neways hahaha!!! my tchers are so good to us, most of our project deadlines are being push back by a week. which is kinda good for us since we have 2 deadlines to meet next week and both are not exactly complete yet. phew..

school's been boring this past week or so..so many classes were cancelled as well.

God Loves Ugly

You said that I wasn't pretty
so I just believed you
You said that I wasn't special
so I lived that way
with critical gazes and brutal amazement
at how my reflection could be so imperfect
with all of my blemishes
how could somebody want me

But God loves ugly
He doesn't see the way I see
oh, God takes ugly
and turns it into something that is beautiful
apparently I'm beautiful
cause You love me

I tried to clean up the outside
all shiny and new
worked overtime to thin up and look right
but inside I knew
that deep in the bottom were secrets I thought I could try to ignore
old ghosts in my corridors never get tired of haunting the past that's in me

help me believe why you love me
when I know you see
you see everything
help me believe why you love me
when I know you see inside and you still say I'm beautiful
you're telling me I'm beautiful
you're screaming out, so beautiful
and I'm finding out I'm beautiful
you're making me so beautiful
and I can see I'm beautiful
'cause you love me

met up with Ruiz today, ate at S11, we both had suan la mian. yea its been long sia, God knows how long man. It was a good break away time for me, even though it was a short time spent, but i still appreciate the time. =)

oh bumped into many people today as well. Bumped into noraini and Katini in Delifrance, they were working and waved at me, hahaha!! i was wondering who that person is..hahaha!!! talked with them for awhile, den i bumped into fangwei and huiyang soon mark and paul came along too, chatted with them, when a familiar person came by carrying a child, it was miss Georgie, gosh it has been years since i last saw her man, lost contact with her since poly started, and boy was i happy to see her, chatted for a bit. Must ask her out for lunch soon tgt with baoping and ah lin.. i remember how we use to go to reach almost everyday in primary and secondary school, the times we'll talk and talk and talk with miss Georgie, Christy and Jessie. Those were the days.


i have decided i need to improve more in my keyb mixing skills, i am not contented with what level i am at now.. listen listen listen listen...

my opinions don't matter to you, don't they???
you say keep giving ideas, but you never consider mine, but u ask me to consider yours when they don't make sense at all... what's the point of asking what i think and you don't give a d*** when i say it out..
I see no improvement at all.. why should i bother..
i wanna be heard, i wanna have a say
This resentment in me, will explode one day.
i can't stand it...argh!
why should i listen to you?
what u say, feel or think doesn't matter to me

if you notice you'll know.

school has started for 3 days le...oh wells..seems like the 2 weeks break plus plus, isn't enough to rest..hahaa!! been busy during the break with many things.

neways highlights in the 2 weeks break was the minops pj party on the 26th of dec, i had so much fun spending time with them, i miss these moments with them..and another highlight was the first cg of the year 2008, it was a cooking cg, oooh and for your information the cooking wasn't done by the ladies, it was by the guys!! haha!! master chef of the day was QianJin..it was a memorable time spent with ywam1..



it is not how it seems to be, dun claim to understand when u dun, and dun make assumptions..
argh..the grp is not as it used to be, really feel like seperating myself from them..i dun feel like myself..if i was given another chance, i wouldn't make the same decision again..as harsh as it seems, that's how i feel.

i feel very random now, so this post will be random too..

i have very mixed feelings about graduating, i feel happy yet at the same time i feel lost.. tell me what to do..

i had a disoriented feeling ytd, dunno why, prephas cuz it was here