I Know Where I've Been- A song from HairSpray, my favourite song of the movie

There's a light
In the darkness
Though the night
Is black as my skin
There's a light
Burning bright
Showing me the way
But i know where i've been

There's a cry
In the distance
It's a voice
That comes from deep within
There's a cry
Asking why
I pray the answer's up ahead
'Cause i know where i've been

There's a road
We've been travelin'
Lost so many on the way
But the riches
Will be plenty
Worth the price
The price that had to pay

There's a dream
In the future
There's a struggle
That we have yet to win
And there's pride
In my heart
'Cause i know
Where i'm going( yes I do)
And i know where i've been

There's a road
We must travel
There's a promise
We must make
'Cause the riches
Will be plenty
Worth the risk
And chances that we take
There's a dream
In the future
There's a struggle
That we have yet to win
Use that pride
In our hearts
To lift us up
To tomorrow
'Cause just to sit still
Would be a sin

I know it, i know it
I know where i'm going

And lord knows i know..
Where i've been

Oh! When we win,
I'll give thanks to my god
'Cause i know where i've been

random post...cuz am bored..

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aHboy: *bonks*
aMe: *hits ah boy on the head with a hammer*
aHboy: omgomgomgomgomgomg! somebody call the doctor! *screams heristerically*
aMe: -_-'' split personality
aMe: amelia says boo, her other self says *ahhh* ^with the silly hand action^ hahaha!!

met Carol, Mich and JQ today, really enjoyed myself today just talking with them at S11 and den at Coffeebean, aft coffeebean we went to the open space on the 3rd floor of J8 took fotos there and continued chatting with them sitting at the playgound there, haha!! Sliding down the slides, taking more photos, oh man, guess am gonna miss tat stupid girl ahaha!! gonna be away for 6mths, ahhh, the time i see her again will be aft i graduate i guess..i hope she doesn't read this..

sometimes i wonder, what's the significance of me being there. the feeling of being ignored is hurtful and sometimes i wonder if my presence is even known, its like why am i always the last person to know sth, the feeling of not being remembered. i dunno, i sometime do wonder wat am i doing there and does it really play a big part in the big picture, wat's the difference of me being there and not being there..i dunno..i really dun.

wahahaha!! exams are finally over!!! yayness!!! my long awaited holidays is finally here.

Thanks to my study budds..for motivating me along the way and helping me in my revision..

Thanks to God for sustaining me through this period and keeping me healthly

For all the messages during the week thankew! It really kept me going alot and encouraged me loads.

Oh thanks to Lilian for the dedication too, though i din hear it live =D

Went to Suki Sushi ytd after exams to haf lunch, hahaha!!! man eat till full full..after tat went to Kbox..inside damn cold lar..sing till i shiok shiok.. (*what's wat with the language man hmmmm??) watched hairspray too, woah nice, i love all the singing. I want to play air hockey again.(i shall try to be gentler)..

Some photos:

i wanted to study tonight, but no feel..omg at this rate i'll never study finish..how to memorise finish, i suck at memorising la..argh..if only i dun haf to memorise stuff...

neways feelings..hmmmmm..i dunno how to say but..it doesn't feel good...

alright i can't wat i wanted to type..so i'll just stop here first and continue on another day..
tmr will be another day of study..
i pray i will not be distracted..

hmmmm...presentation that was supposed to be today was postponed to monday..when we heard it we were kinda furious..as in i tot i cld at least devote one full week to studying the 3 modules that's up for exams..argh...argh..sometimes i wonder why do they even bother to ask..

ok..after am finish doing the executive summary for the proj..i can finally stop worrying abt it for awhile...

a feeling so free is wat i want now..

as i was eating today i suddenly tot of this song...

I adore you
You're everything to me
you're all i long for
all i ever needed
lord i'm hungry for you
my saviour forever.....

i practically stayed home and nuah today..hahaha 's been long since i last did that man..oh wells..this week's gonna be the last week of school before we proceed on to our study break. i've been looking forward to the exams, dun ask me why, i just do..perhaps its a sign for the end of the semester and to the start of the semestral break.

i've been thinking...

If i dun update i think wu gui will kill me..hahaha

Yes i got my A*mei latest album le..hahaha happy, got it ytd after getting a call from the shop. my sister bought me A*mei's concert tix as well, double happiness..

my mum bought me the new Harry Potter book too..hahaha!! actually supposed to borrow from my cousin, but my mother dunno why bu shuang my cousin, decided not to borrow from her le and bought the book instead..-_-'''

oh and as of now for my projects am oni left with compensation, this week was super tiring, spend so much time in school, waking up early everyday, to do proj, dies..tired until got headache..
i almost died in all the presentations..except for whp, i kinda had fun..hahaha!! i was the tai chi master..hehe tai chi anyone??

oh and i had rashes, i went to the doctor within 2 weeks for 2 separate reasons..spent a total of $48..i shouldn't have waited so long to see the doctor..anyways my record for see the doctor is 2 times in 2 days crazy right.. one time each day..

ooh and Elvin came to NYP last week..omg he's so handsome...hahaha

the message today was barriers to trust, when i first heard it, for a moment there i was thinking of Customer Relations..hahaha!! ok..further into the message i reflected upon my life, and i realised indeed i dun trust people easily even those closer to me, somehow there's the barrier somewhere, guess am afraid to trust someone and in return get hurt, its like an unspoken fear.
den i realised trust is the most important thing in not only in my walk with God but also with friends. another thing i realised is how superficial are my friendships with people, my feelings and thoughts are never made known. why? pride? fear?