yay!! i changed my blogskin..hahahaha!! was so bored of the old one..so i tot i tried sth new..oh well am quite happy with tis one..

went church office ytd to watch some videos, loved it very much, shld watch more man!! yea!
learnt many things from the videos..

met up with the ywam gals on tues at TCC had a great time of sharing and getting to know one another. and hearing how each want to grow in their ministry. really had a great time with them.
lets meet up more often!

i don't know why am feeling this way
i shld be happy, but somehow there's fear in me
will it all the same as last time?
will i treat u the same
or will i be different
will i be able to forget the past?
will u be different?
will u change back to ur old self?
will i feel awkward being in ur presence?
will i love u the same?
how is everything going to fit in place
am i too used to not having u around
tat am not use to having u around?

questions questions and questions

the overnight at Walmond's place is fun fun fun, it was quit amazing tat i managed to stay awake until 6 am, dozing off here and there while watching ppl play mahjong. i still dunno how to play the game lar..haiz so sad, everyone in my family noes how to play but me..boohoo..
oh well simply love the time of bbqing and the time of writing cards to affirm one another.. yep.. really love this family of God. Thanks guys for the cards and the fun time.



somehow a feeling of joy and anticipation is overwhelmed by fear and confusion, am happy yet at the same time afraid.

hahahaha!! helped Li and jess to dye their hair today, and the result was not bad..hehehe and me being the naughty girl such as i, i went to use the left over dye to streak my hair, too bad its not obvious enuff...sad..
hehe..neways accompanied Ruiz to Bedok to dye her hair, was introduced by Jon Lee..hehe..the outcome of it not bad leh..quite pretty..think prob next time i go there dye and highlight my hair.
oh yes!! i've finally bought all the gifts i want to get le..Thank God my mum came with me to shop ytd, or else i would not have bought so many things..yeah!!

after quite some time i've deicided to post..
wahaha!! yay!! now is my term break!! lets all rejoice for amelia finally got her long awaited break..hehe think the break came at the right time, just in time for Christmas and just in time before i go crazy from all my school work, time really flies when u're studying, am now in my 2nd semester le..going to be in second year soon..wow..its really fast..

oh well..went to sentosa last friday, really had an awesome time together with my cg mates, kayaking is so fun, the guys were evil, they capsized everyone.
finally got to meet up with Carol and Shimama last fri, its been ages since we last met man..guess this shows how much i miss my secondary school classmates..

Camp was awesome awesome awesome!! think i missed out quite alot of teachings..haiz couldn't make it on thurs and friday morning..
two things i really enjoyed most thru out this camp is the JUMP concert and the fun and fellowship with my cg.. Let me tok more abt it..JUMP was awesome jiayi and me really praise like mad!! though we were doing sound she told me, lets tune it nicely and praise and worship God, the atmosphere was wow!!
Fun and fellowship was crazy we played panic, u can really see us snatching cards, pulling each other away and not forgetting all the forfeits : i am a handsome worm/tortoise, i am Harry Potter, the dragon is chasing me, hi housekeeping, in the name of king clubs.. juz naming some of them..hehe

really want to Thank God for Jiayi for leading the sound team so well thru out this camp..

I love my CG I love YWAM!!

sometimes things just seem sooo hopeless and there's nothing much i can do. You're the only one i can seek comfort.
God I really pray that the situation will turn around and you'll work in his life. He needs u to intervene, i need u to intervene..teach him ur ways and touch his heart.

ytd and tis morning was the worse days of my life.. my throat hurt so bad and my voice my VOICE sounded weird..i felt like laughing hearing myself talk..aww man everytime i talk, i have to struggle..thank God, my fever is gone or else i'll have to struggle even more..hehe.. oh my throat is not that pain le..so tat's great at least i can go camp w/o much worries..

oh..think i've missed out on school quite abit..gotta catch up.

Excited for camp tmr!!

today's worship is really indescribable , Lord am truly amazed how you love me, who am i to deserve such love, despite all the hurts you still love us for who we are. Am truly amazed.

had 2 tests last week i can say quite confidently that i'll do quite well, God really helped me thru my 2 papers..yea! oh and i got back my stats paper, am quite amazed at the results i got, it was much much better den what i had expected, judging from the fact that i din really understand the qns.