CSC is really commit suicide center..i guess working in a call center is really horrible, now its one profession that i will never consider going for an interview. have been dragging my legs to school for the last week and today. argh, having headache now. i still have abt 16 call to make before i complete the current list i have.

I have been rather quiet lately, dun feel like talking much..

got no feeling..

I JUZ WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!! @$&%^*!^@&#*

i've decided to have another blog which will be private for me, wahaha!! i'll input there all my emotions and feelings, oh wells this blog will still be around, but of course i won't share deeply here.
i woke up on the wrong side of bed today, sianz, got screamed out of bed today, cuz my bro came home drunk and my mother ask me to go downstairs to find my brother's wallet, and one side of his shoe, kaoz was freakingly pissed lar. argh my beauty sleep gone just like dat. but neways i can't find his things, haiz suay sia..
neways CSC is equals to "commit sucide center", have been given extra workload ytd, i have to call like extra 34 ppl. argh.. watever, dun think i'll be able to finish it today..am like dragging my feet to school/work(watever u want to call it) everyday, i hope these 6 weeks faster be gone.

Haven't been feeling good lately, but somehow as i think abt the wonderful times i share with my frens and cg, it brought a smile to my face. Got reminded of the wonderful ppl i have in my life to share my woes and joy.

Today is my first day in CSC, oh wells we did role play today.
its quite fun but yet tiring cuz hafta keep saying the same thing over and over again for more den 20 times..talked till my mouth dry liao..
the worse thing is i haf to call my tcher tmr to do a role play with her, cuz she say my opening is too fast.*dies* I hope she doesnt give me killer qns tmr sia..
Haiz..aft going thru today, i realised how good BSU really is.
i miss that office of mine.

Today is my last day at BSU..hais..guess i'll miss room A302a..and the lingering presence of Miss Ong behind the admin table.

Neways PT3 though am not in ur grp, but it feels like i belong there..
Juz wanna say sth to leader and chicken.. won't be seeing them le..not in the same lecture grp..):

Leader: Oei am always around, dun cry yea..still can play with amelia, neways its been great having a great and caring fren like u..

Chicken: Norafiza Binte Mohd Basri!! hahaha!! previous owner, u and arthur good ah..suan me like some crazy person. neways knowing u in TEP is fun yea..dun forget me sia..i want ur songs

today is like emo day lar, so many ppl cry and first time i see leader cry, i almost died when she started crying infront of me (dunno wat to do). lesson learnt:never cry infront of amelia.
guess i'll miss yee shih and devi too, my two working partners. i'll miss toking to them.

The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will I never will

pain is all am feeling now..
i feel so dumb, why din i see it coming, haiz all becuz of that i hurt myself.
yes..i fell down today while crossing the road to school, din see the bus turning in, and when i found out it was too late, my leg fell into the drain, now i got a big bruise and a disgusting looking cut.

neways other apart from my big fall amelia is a happy girl, cuz am juz happy..hahaha!!!

took leave today, am now at home. hahaha!! had a great sleep.

neways PEPPERLUNCH IS LIKE SUPER NICE LAR, thinking of it, is making me drool. haha!!

amelia is very tired this week, thank God i could still take leave today to rest.
Been rather busy in school lately with reports to do, ppt presentation..haiz.. at least there's stress reliever called puzzle fighter. playing with arthur can make me vomit blood though, ahh..hahaha!! but its fun to play and talk with him..
this is quite weird but i kinda miss the office..
ironically i can't wait to get out of the office and yet i miss it..ha!!

favouritest day of this week was monday and today.
monday met with ruiz aft school, had a great time with her and am glad to have great frens like her.

today cuz its rest day and having shpding later and of cuz music prac..hahaha!! i love going for prac :)

amelia is now blogging in school.

watched the match between Germany and Argentina on friday night, i almost had a heart-attack tat night when argentina scored the first goal, i was at the edge of my seat during the 2nd half. oh wells Germany won in the end, hehe..yea i can see more of Podolski, my favourite player.

neways been thinking bout some things lately.

haaa!