on sat as i was walking to smu with good friends of mine. was chatting with one of them and she we were talking abt coming out of our comfort zone when she told me to look at it from a different perspective..instead of seeing it as stepping out my comfort zone, see it as expanding my comfort zone. when i start to think about..looking at situations in this way it doesn't feel so intimidating..hehs

Learning to look at things with different perspectives.

and yes as i look at the calendar i have about 1 month to exams..woo!!! i dunno to feel happy tat it is finally coming.. whatever it is i grateful that it is finally coming..

went to meet a good friend of mine for dinner today (wednesday 14 apr) hahaha!!! its been a long time since i met her up..hahha!! and i realised i kinda miss her..and all the times spent talking and listening to this friend of mine..i know this is kinda random but a sudden tot and question came to me, do I/we miss talking and listening to God? why is it that we only miss not talking, meeting or listening to our friends and not so much when it comes to God. one time to ponder on..

i realised something about myself, you know in a friendship there's usually one that will talk more and the other the listener, welll i think i'm the listener and the talk very little kind of a friend..haha!! though there are times when i talk alot of nonsense..but seriously am the listener kinda person..if there's one thing i can promise you as a friend is that i promise that am a pretty good listener though am rather lousy at giving suggestions or advise.

Which reminds me God is a friend that is a awesome listener and awesome advise giver..he never complains whenever we go to him and just talk, rant and let it all out. You know what is the best part of my friendship with God is that i dun have to worry about the time i can just call out to him and i dun have to put up any pretense aound him.

i realised the last time i blogged was roughly 2 months ago..hahaha!!! omg what happened to wanting to blog more regularly.. I realised after being active on twitter, the need to blog went way down. haha!!!

now am in the job hunting phase of my life and i totally dislike this process.. its been about a month since my contract ended at LOG..so in this period of unemployment i've been bumming ard..hahah!!! and so what have i been doing..hahaha!!! well i've been meeting up with friends, reading and doing school assignments.. ah which reminds me i have another discussion board thingy and project due next week..

anyways this is my first post using spider..hahahaha!!!
ytd i went to eat the international buffet at swissotel merchant court with my mother and 2 of my gym instructors..i enjoy the dinner and the knowing my gym instrucors a little bit more...

Lost is where you found me
Shattered and frail
But you Love me still
Trouble may surround me
My heart may fail
But you never will
You never will

met up with lili on friday for lunch and a chatting session heh..thanks for the awkward moments to help in sharing haa..been thinking through what was shared and said that day..its not gonna be a easy ride but am going to go ahead.. it will not be one that's smooth, it will not be one that i will like, it will be one that will not be comfortable. It's time to bring down the barriers and start walking forward. i will stop staying where i am or taking a step back..