went to celebrate stef's bday ytd..haha!!! and my friends told me that i can write "Amelia's series of unfortuate events".. LOL cuz i was telling them my misfortunes when i was younger..

let me tell you a few,

1) when i was in primary 3 or so, normally my maid would come down and pick me up aft the school bus drops me off near my block. One my mama decided that i can come up on my own without my maid coming to pick me up, that night i was very excited cuz it's the first time i go home myself, so i started running in the carpark to reach home faster and i trip and fell banged my teeth on the floor, as you can guess my mouth bleeded like mad. Thus the chip on my front teeth. Yes go on laughing at me..oh wells from then on my maid come down to pick me up everyday until the day she went back.. lol

2) again in primary school or so, i was going out with my mama to my aunty's or uncle's place for bbq or steamboat. My mama asked me to carry the empty water container the kinds you use when you go out have bbq. so anyways she was walking in front, walking quite fast, so being young and having short legs then i ran aft her a little and yes again i tripped and fell, and my leg sorta like glided on the floor. the wound was kinda big and painful. It was on the carpark floor, the container glided a little too. So my mama turned back and scolded me for being clumsy and checking whether the container got spoil anot, seems like she cared more for the container then me..lol no la in the end she help me wash the wound and put the yellow color lotion thingy wghen we reached my aunty's or uncle's hse.

3) this time i upgrade liao become secondary school. Think i was about sec 1 liddat, was playing basketball with my friends. playing quite hiongly, the ball was flying out i chionged to get it but den hor i din see that the bench was there by the time i did, i couldn't stop and i was running super fast, the most sway part was there's a guy sitting there so to avoid hitting him i had to siam and so my stomach area or sth hit the handle of the bench and my knee hit the leg of the chair. The result is i had 2 big bruises that day. All the guy fault, sit there make me cannot break my fall better instead make me worse..lol.

4) again in secondary school and also playing basketball with a bunch of friends. My friend was shooting, and she missed. My friend and was trying to get rebound, in the end it went out of our reach so we ran aft the ball and we tripped over each other so in order to break my fall and not land on top of her i landed in a very weird way and so i sprained my ankle, it was sooooooo painful la.. worse part was i had to walk home. on my way limping home this aunty came to me and say you sprained your leg ah, try reaxing your leg and shake it to loosen the vein or sth.. so i listened and tried, it din really work cuz mine wasn't the vein that kanna. When i reached home i called my father, he made an appointment with the tie da and came to pick me up immediately. when the doc was massaging or rather rubbing my leg, he did sth and i shouted and started crying cuz i was sooooo pain, in the end i couldn't run or do any strenous activity for a long time. haha!! had to stop going for netball, neways my netball cher was very good to me, haha she treated me to a sandwich and drinks once.

i shall stop here..it stills hurt to think abt this..hahaha

i have a sudden urge to blog, so i shall do it..
I'm having a bad throat now, on monday it felt worse. But now my throat feels like its being wrapped in some plastic sheet and trapped behind a wall..the feeling is terrible..its like its stuck somewhere and cannot force out. and i realised i can't talk over a long period of time or i'll start losing my voice and have trouble talking. Feeling so tired now, think i used up all my strenght talking lol..(not true) its cuz i woke up uber early today.

oh wells i am now at a loss for wat to do...i need to consult my big daddy

i shall blog till here

I wonder where have the motivation to blog has gone to?? hmmmm..
anyways this sentence from a song has been stuck on me ever since i heard the song, the sentence goes like this "when no one seems to understand, I Do" thus the msn nick...
so when no one seems to understand, who does. Would anyone understand even if u explain. As i watching a TV drama i line went like this, You don't understand the pain you're putting everyone through, den the person replies back if i told u how i feel and what i want would u understand what i am going through.. Everyone wants someone who understands them, but den in the limited world, who is the one person who truly understands. Even your loved ones, spouse, mother, father, sister, brother cannot understand u fully. So the question remains, who can understand u fully. And the song goes on and say i knit u in your mother's womb and called u by name.. now we have the answer..the one who knew us before we were formed, before we knew him. The best parent, lover, friend anyone could have.. Decipher it yourself..