i've been out of action for abt month..hahaha!!! i meant online action. well my com went crazy and refused to let me go online, so i din have time to get it fixed till recently. Seriously i should have gotten a laptop instead of a desktop, than sending it for repair would have been easier.. LOL oh wells at least when i send it down to IBP i had someone who accompanied me, w/o which my journey would have been a boring one and one which i think i'll struggle in LOL. Thankew Ruiz for coming with me even though it was last minute and uber far, but i enjoyed the time spent with you. yeah!!! we may not be shepherd and sheep anymore but we are still friends heh:)

Studying with Lili was awesome!!! i managed to achieve many things which i think if i'm left by my own, i'd probably won't achieve that much.. Yea so thankew Lili for studying with me:)

ah..and i went to have lunch with wugui at IMM aft my paper last friday, haha!!! been such a long time since i stepped into IMM, ate at subway..lol i couldn't fin my way there. After that i took the IMM bus to IBP to collect my CPU..hehe.. yea so now am back in cyber space..i am here to torment the world..lol

ahhhhhh wellls....i think i'm useless i can't cut stuff properly cuz am scared i'll cut myself, am scared of climbing the ladder or height, cuz i scared i'll fall off, am scared of lighting a fire cuz i scared i'll burn myself. I remember last time in sec schoool there's this subject called D&T, i'll ask my friends to operate the machines for me cuz i scared i'll buff my fingers, or drill a hole in my own hand, or cut my fingers away.. so now u know why i choose Accounts instead of F&N and D&T...oh yah i scared to operate the sewing machine cuz i scared i'll sew myself...my conclusion I AM useless..

3 months of working at CPF is now over..haha!!! now when i think abt it, its kinda the first place that i actually really enjoyed working at..lol.. guess apart from the friends i made there, why i enjoy working there is cuz at least the forms that i'm processing/keying i know that somewhere out there it impacts someone, and if i dun do it properly it'll affect the company. In some sense am given some power to decide how much work i want to do and at what pace. i'm glad that my supervisor trust me enough to do sth for her, which if not done properly it'll sorta have to cause them to do it again. so yea..

So now that i stop working there le think i'll miss my friends there like pao, ro, clement, jon and siti..the ppl i talk crap with, zi hai with in office and lunching.

I went to watch My sister's keeper last friday, i rather enjoyed the movie, it was kinda sad. Something to learn from the movei, learn to let go of things, listen to what the person wants. oh and the person sitting next to my mum fainted in the movie, but we din know till the end of the movie, thank God there were some nursing students in the cinema or else..hmmm..but anyway we called the ambulance la, so think the girl is fine.

I AM STUCK.....






hahaha!!! not in the toliet bowl laaaaa...
i was stuck with my assignment, dunno what to write.. oh wells after thinking long and hard i finally thought of what to write..

i went to Hog's Breath ytd for dinner with my mama, sister and keith..keith drove us there..lol the jam in cte is like........
the food there is good..but i think sometimes they are quite in consistent in the food..sometimes its nice, sometimes its not...just nice ytd was nice, so we were satisfied..it was my third time there.

went for hope kids last sunday for their children's day service, seeing and hearing the children's choir is just so sweet and endearing..
haha!! the thing is i dun dare to go near kids, cuz i think they are violent and noisy and uncontrollable..but then we have to invest in their lives..hmmmm..i think its a challenge to wake up early on a sunday morning, lol...i shall give it some thought..

when i came home today, my mama gave me a surprise by telling me she got me A*mei's concert tickets (30th Jan at the indoor stadium) and its the most expensive de.. omg i was like soooo happy la..haha!! can't believe it la..gonna watch her concerts 3 times in 3 years..woohoo awesomenesss!!!! yay!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!! lalala..you shld have seen me when i first heard the news..heheeee..

helllo!!!! haha!!! yeah...i am back to bloooooggggggg.....

Work this week was enjoyable though me and my colleague's workload had increased when another colleague quitted..despite this i was kinda happy and had a few instances of zi high-ness in office which rarely happens(in my other jobs).. Think as i work in CPF or work more i kinda begin to see things in a new light..like i begin to find joy in work..lol (How did this ever happened).

Was serving ytd, mixed the instruments..as i think back, the journey in sound had not been easy or rather a smooth one. Met alot of obstacles, had bad comments, had good comments, setbacks.. i remembered crying a few times as i served, can't remember what for, i rarely cry, so when i do it means its something really huge, or sth i feel really unjust (sth like bu fu qi that kind of thing), i remember being frustrated with myself, being irritated with ppl, being grumpy, having bad spirit, being tired. But above everything else i remember the joy i feel when i serve God in sound, i remember the passion i have for this ministry, i remember the satisfaction i get from serving, i remember the ppl i serve with and the ppl who have taught me much, i remember the many blessings from serving, i remember the LOVE that is shown, i remember the care and concern ppl showed, i remember the precious relationships built, i remember the scene of ppl crossing the line..

as i think, i thank God for placing me in sound, i thank God for growing me, i thank God for sustaining me, i thank God for believing in me, i thank God for placing ppl in my life..

i seriously think i'm a complete genius...
i'm such a genius that i forgot to bring my handphone out and i forgot to bring out my wallet too..argh..today is not a good day for me..
and another thing i was ordering mixed rice, i tot the veg was kang kong, but it was spinach, and i can't eat spinach..so in the end i din touch my vege at all..damn sad..

Think its been quite some time since i last blogged..
haha!!! oh wells am a lazy blogger and blog only when there's a need or feeling..

Well the first round of testing the new system at work is ending today..haha!! the next round will start about 2 weeks ltr..neways i found out my bosses are nice people.

Neways i think its cool that one of them is serving in her church as well, and we kinda chatted over email abt what we do in church.. haha!!! she quite Gong shi gong ban de..at work its all serious stuff. aft work or out of office we are friends..so got to know her a little better. yea!! I hope i'll be able to help her too..heh:)

anyways i went for my op or rather procedure last week..it was an extremely painful process at the end of the first round i was tearing at the end. I tot it was ending le, but den the chief came in and found out that there's a sound that's not supposed to be there sounding, he did a check on me and realised that the machine was positioned wrongly or not accurately. so he adjusted the machine and i went through the second round, the second round wasn't so bad, he kept the energy level constant and this round was shorter compared to the first one.

Aft the whole procedure i had back aches for abt 3days, its kinda the after effect of the procedure..


oh yah did i say am blogging in the office now..lol
gotta end here, work's coming in soon.. ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!!