this week has got to be the most happening week in the office..LOL 2 coffee pots broke in 2 days..amazing right the strength of the ppl here..hahaha!!! and everyday its freezing in the office, i want to adjust the temperature..but cannot, this lady in the office will nag when someone adjust the temperature, its just annoying because of her side of the office everybody else have to suffer...and i'm usually the last person that will complain cold, so when i say its cold it means it really is. and the worse part is the aircon is blowing directly at me and literally in my face..finally i become smart and decide to bring my hoody today so i won't feel cold. yeah :D

heee:) i've been very productive in office increasing my music collection and found a few eye candies in the process..LOL i feel like some hamsup po...

hahaha!!! well i shall show u some photos

Eye candy #1

Eye Candy #2 (its the guy hahah!! the girl is chio tooo)


Eye Candy #3

Eye Candy #4

i take bus to work everyday and today is the first time i missed my bus stop because i was sleeping on the bus. When i woke up i saw my bus stop zoom by..than i think to myself oh shit, what a great way to start work and i was having a bad stomach, i was so tempted to alight and take cab into work. Haha!! in the end i didn't, i took the shuttle bus at the mrt station and its not free lo, have to pay 40 cents. Previously it was 20 cents, and you know why they increase the price?? The company say its because they did not increase price for the past 10 years...-_-'''

Alright, i finally got my timetable and i finally know when school is starting. haha!!! i need school to faster start, i need to use my braincells more, working has made me dumb..haha!!!

i shall attempt to blog more often..
i realised as i listen to things, i tend to imagine images in my head..if only i can put them into words, tat would be more helpful..

"Note To God"

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

i first heard this song on the final result show of singapore idol season 3..when i heard the singer, my jaw dropped, she is so young only 17 but her voice sound like damn old laaa...haha!!!

anyways went to visit my grandmother ytd at CGH..she just had a operation ytd night for her back, am glad to see that she's ok and recovering:)

Went to bedok blk 85 ytd for dinner after visiting my grandmother, my first visit there and the food is amazing man!!!

First post on 2010....
i kept on telling myself to blog, but everytime i 'm in the new post page and start to type the first sentence i give up halfway and decides not to blog..i need to change this... LOL what's the point of having a blog if i don't blog..

Ok..a few updates for you, i started working at Larsen again as a temp receptionist after my exams in nov, the job is pretty simple and freaking slack...well in other words they're kinda like paying money to me to slack..haha!!!! no laaaa..i got do my job de lo..ans phone calls, open door, order stufff, distribute letters, doing labels..blah blah..basically also can be known as sai kang warrior..LOL slightly better by abit..haha!!! dun have alot of sai..somehow..i do miss working in cpf..hahah!!! apart from the friends i miss the work..processing all those applications was kinda fun and kinda fulfilling..but anyways since its over and i have moved on, i must strive to do the best i can in my current workplace, but den again how do i do my best..it'll be a qns i ask myself everyday.. I realised sth abt myself as i grow older i become not so relational i used to be able to talk to these 2 people together, but now when i eat with them and with another one of my friends who i can talk to pretty well i got nth to say and i'll just keep quiet and listen to the 3 of them speak and only talk when i have sth to say or when they ask me sth.. is it me or them..hmmmm..LOL

another update i joined the gym near my house there, its a woman gym..hmmmm..since starting exercising i feel healthier and not so sickly..lol anyways exercising really does wonders to your body..yaynesss am no that flabby anymore..lol ok that's not the main point of exercising. Really wanna have a healthy lifestyle..Grant me the discipline to continually live this kind of a lifestyle.


Ok for this new yea i have set some things i wanna see...

1) i wanna serve in HopeKids

(i have volunteered already, i don't want to give up halfway, until they don't need me anymore, i will want to serve in HopeKids)

Why i wanna do this is cuz as most people know i don't really like kids..why, cuz i think they are noisy and too active for my liking, this shld not be a reason why i don't want to serve in HopeKids if it can advance the kingdom, why not just do it, since i have the skills required to help them, den why not, i wanna bless the kids ministry. so yea...also i wanna break out of my comfort zone, i find i have become comfortable serving in youth. And the last reason is i wanna build discipline in my life.

2) i wanna be faithful in send out recordings

ok i managed to send out my first recording this week, i must not give up halfway, if i cannot even be faithful in this, how am i gonna be entrusted with greater stuffff.. also recordings will help the musios, singers, lead worshippers and sound to improve. Therefore amelia remember you must be faithful and send out recordings weekly and not give up halfway.

3) i can only skip class once per module

i must be a good student and not skip classes. the previous semester i skipped so many classes tat if i plus all the classes tat i've attended it will not the be even the number of classes per module..seee!! wat a wonderful student i am. i must not skip classes and do better this semester.

4) i wanna care for my voluteers like i care for my sheeps

this is a open declaration i wanna be a SHEPHERD!!!! i miss having someone to take care of...it'll not be easy, but i wanna do it...

I want my people to be strong and reaching their best potential. I don't want to just have a leader-volunteer realationship, i want to know them, i want them to know me, and i want to help them..But GOd please help me to bring down my barrier..

5) better relationship with my brother

I find this is a prayer i make every year. God help me to have patience and more love for my brother. Help me to understand him better, help me to relate to him better, and God open up his eyes to seeee.

6) Building stronger bonds with my LG and Shep

Well, we're still realatively new, i wanna avail myself more to my LG mates and hang out with them more. God help me help me to be more deep and relational, help me to find the courage and openess to share abt my life more.

Also a stronger r/s with my shep..heh:)

7) Going to the gym at least once a week and sleeping at least 6.5 hrs

wanna have a healthy lifestyle.


Alright this is it for now..