lalalalalalalala...
my eye is killing me, i've been feeling pain in my left eye since ytd, and i still don't have any idea what is causing the pain..ahhh!!! in the later part of tutorial today my vision went kinda blury, i couldn't really open my eyes.

neways hahaha!!! my tchers are so good to us, most of our project deadlines are being push back by a week. which is kinda good for us since we have 2 deadlines to meet next week and both are not exactly complete yet. phew..

school's been boring this past week or so..so many classes were cancelled as well.

God Loves Ugly

You said that I wasn't pretty
so I just believed you
You said that I wasn't special
so I lived that way
with critical gazes and brutal amazement
at how my reflection could be so imperfect
with all of my blemishes
how could somebody want me

But God loves ugly
He doesn't see the way I see
oh, God takes ugly
and turns it into something that is beautiful
apparently I'm beautiful
cause You love me

I tried to clean up the outside
all shiny and new
worked overtime to thin up and look right
but inside I knew
that deep in the bottom were secrets I thought I could try to ignore
old ghosts in my corridors never get tired of haunting the past that's in me

help me believe why you love me
when I know you see
you see everything
help me believe why you love me
when I know you see inside and you still say I'm beautiful
you're telling me I'm beautiful
you're screaming out, so beautiful
and I'm finding out I'm beautiful
you're making me so beautiful
and I can see I'm beautiful
'cause you love me

met up with Ruiz today, ate at S11, we both had suan la mian. yea its been long sia, God knows how long man. It was a good break away time for me, even though it was a short time spent, but i still appreciate the time. =)

oh bumped into many people today as well. Bumped into noraini and Katini in Delifrance, they were working and waved at me, hahaha!! i was wondering who that person is..hahaha!!! talked with them for awhile, den i bumped into fangwei and huiyang soon mark and paul came along too, chatted with them, when a familiar person came by carrying a child, it was miss Georgie, gosh it has been years since i last saw her man, lost contact with her since poly started, and boy was i happy to see her, chatted for a bit. Must ask her out for lunch soon tgt with baoping and ah lin.. i remember how we use to go to reach almost everyday in primary and secondary school, the times we'll talk and talk and talk with miss Georgie, Christy and Jessie. Those were the days.


i have decided i need to improve more in my keyb mixing skills, i am not contented with what level i am at now.. listen listen listen listen...

my opinions don't matter to you, don't they???
you say keep giving ideas, but you never consider mine, but u ask me to consider yours when they don't make sense at all... what's the point of asking what i think and you don't give a d*** when i say it out..
I see no improvement at all.. why should i bother..
i wanna be heard, i wanna have a say
This resentment in me, will explode one day.
i can't stand it...argh!
why should i listen to you?
what u say, feel or think doesn't matter to me

if you notice you'll know.

school has started for 3 days le...oh wells..seems like the 2 weeks break plus plus, isn't enough to rest..hahaa!! been busy during the break with many things.

neways highlights in the 2 weeks break was the minops pj party on the 26th of dec, i had so much fun spending time with them, i miss these moments with them..and another highlight was the first cg of the year 2008, it was a cooking cg, oooh and for your information the cooking wasn't done by the ladies, it was by the guys!! haha!! master chef of the day was QianJin..it was a memorable time spent with ywam1..



it is not how it seems to be, dun claim to understand when u dun, and dun make assumptions..
argh..the grp is not as it used to be, really feel like seperating myself from them..i dun feel like myself..if i was given another chance, i wouldn't make the same decision again..as harsh as it seems, that's how i feel.

i feel very random now, so this post will be random too..

i have very mixed feelings about graduating, i feel happy yet at the same time i feel lost.. tell me what to do..

i had a disoriented feeling ytd, dunno why, prephas cuz it was here