This year's Christmas is rather memorable..spent it with my family, it was great!!
Received the most prezzies this year with abt 7..hahaha!! but i guess the most happiest thing is that my bro really bought the PSP for me..and he bluffed me say he din buy it..ganged up with my mum and sis to bluff me too..kinda sweet, really feel loved (*not because he bought wat i wanted, but it was the effort and love put into it)

went to school today to hand in biz fin project, rain the whole day sia(*faints).. wanted top use the com in school, but just as expected no space in the lab, i think the school shld get more computers or open up more labs, so that students can use.

Will be going to chalet tmr..hee:) am so looking forward to it man..

am in school working as i'm typing this post. Staying in school for 13 hours straight..Super tired now, but i can't, i only end work at 10pm *faints*
Well the good thing is at least i can now finally do my project.
Anyways i've been working in school since Monday, assembling computers and helping in the reformating of the computers. Tmr coming back to school again to work, siansation, oh wells, bobian i've got to gather all the chances i haf to work this month.
The rain makes me just wanna sleep in and not go to work. hahaha!!

Monday i woke up telling myself, i've gotta give my best in work no matter wat i feel. yea and i found joy working for the past 2 days and of cuz today.

am looking forward to the meet ups tmr and friday..hee:)

sorry everyone i was feeling like crap ytd and today..was very affected by wat happened on friday..i'm sorry if i looked fierce, i tried my best to smile.. but no worries i'm feeling better now..
shedding tears is tiring..
however i still feel its unfair.
Oh wells mayb God has sth better for me.

my 2 weeks break has started, though it'll be as good as no break cuz of projects. but still one good thing is i dun have to wake up so early everyday.

help me to look at things in a new perspective.

played badminton and a little of table tennis today aft law tutorial, before law lecture..hahaha!! neways it felt great, din feel tired at all aft playing, in fact i cld still play somemore..hehe during hols mayb going wataa hse there to play table tennis.
today's playing of badminton and table tennis is a good letting loose time, it felt great, and i felt free from all the work we had to do..

i wanna go to the movies and relax..

you've got to stop treating us like thrash, flaring up for no reason when i am talking to u nicely..you've changed..

the craziness has started again..
having late nights everyday, thank God i get to wake up late tmr..cuz class start at 3pm..phew..
my body is getting weaker and i think am falling sick..hahahaha!!
anyways french oral presentation is over and i screwed up, said the wrong thing, but i managed to correct myself in the end..* according to my fren my mistake was an entertainment. oh and i got back biz finance today, i did better den expected. i tot i'll fail.

let me list down the projects i have on hand now before i stop

1) EFMA
2) Biz finance
3) ICT
4) HRM
5) Marketing mgt
6) Biz law

someone kill me pls..

EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN

ok..i shall blog before proceeding to do my proj..
this week has been a stressful week..oh wells had HRM ICA on thurs, it was like wat my teacher said easy..i hope i can get a good grade..will be getting back results for efma and biz fin next week..

while doing proj halfway today, wataaa send me sth..cuz i looked stressed and i was feeling stressed, oh and she was just sitting 2 coms away from me..

this is wat she sent:
Don't grouch, don't frown.
Learn to lift your edges of your lips to a slight 20 degrees.
Which means that you have to SMILE!!
I hate to see your frustrated face...
neither i want to see you sigh...
cheer up..because there is nothing that you cannot complete...!
all you need is take a break, take a kit kat!!!

it was sweet of her to send me this, when i read it, it can't help but to put a smile on my face..hee:) so thanks again wataa..

am now in my new hse le..yay!!
am back in sweet Bishan..yayness..
anyways i had efma test ytd..hehe it was relatively easy, i din know how to ans the theory qns though, din study that part...oh wells..its alrite am still thankful.
Despite the buziness of this week, really wanna thank God for sustaining me. the many lessons you taught me and the many ppl u put in my life..
i may not be perfect or lovable but you still love me and think the world of me..thank you so much!!

svc today was refreshing, my life is yours. my soul is not my own.
develop my gifts more..
played pool today with val, ruiz and gwen, xinyi was studying and watching us play(*jia you xinyi) anyways i had fun with them. went home with ruiz and i saw ww, pw and yq..hahahaha!! they juz watched finish happyfeet..
aye miss chong! amelia is blessed to haf u in my life. :hugs:

ok am having proj discussion online now and am blogging now..hahahaha!! multi-tasking..

neways the purpose of this post is juz to vent my frustrations(not bcuz of proj but of sth else)..
SCREAMS!!! (*AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaa
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!)

ok done..
argh..am still pissed though, argh dun bother

had biz finance test..ARGH...it was terrible, horrible!!
argh..i just feel like tearing the whole paper up!
Damn..i'm like so screwed lar..
The paper was super trickey lar, and i got cheated
lesson learnt study harder next time.
And i have 4 projects on hand now..hahaha!! i shall look on the bright side of life..
i'll only haf lesser time to play, lesser time to myself..
oh wells it'll be over soon..

amelia is unhappy by the fact that she'll have no holidays aft her exams next year..she haven't had a long break from school since april or so.. the longest break she'll ever get is 2 weeks, which she dun think really count cuz havta do projects. so she'll not have a long break for a year..how wonderful is that..ok enough of talking from a third person's view..well look on the bright side of life, mayb through this i'll learn more of the working life..

why does it have to be this way??

did backstage today tgt with mel.. i haven't really touched bs for quite some time, it felt refreshing today, there's still much to learn, challenges to overcome..
steps to take, puddles to cross.
traps to pull u down,
but there's always a hand there,
to lead u through the steps, across the puddles
and away from traps.

i found mixing was fun last sat..oh how i love the eq of the drums hahaha!! i got wat i wanted. hee:) i'm a happy girl..

i find that i'm slacking in my tutorials, how how how...ahhhh(runs ard room like some mad person). neways i'm having biz law ica this thurs and ict presentation on wed, biz fin and EFMA is next week and HRD is the week after.
i can't believe am in my 5th week of school already. hahaha!! this sem seems shorter, no wait it is shorter..hahaha!! sorry am quite nonsensical right now..

was working today, and i saw my favouritest nonsensical fren arthur wu..hahahaha!!
had ict rehearsal today too, hahaha!! got wataaa! to edit my script. hehe..she's like the editor of all our reports and scripts..

schoolwork aside..
i find mixing for 6 weeks has been a great experience, there were ups and downs however it was a great learning opportunity.

amelia learnt that communication is very impt between musios, singers, mm and soundcrew.
trust is also a very impt factor i guess, thats wat i think..its a personal feeling and i won't elaborate it here..

the very thing i love doing..

the sound box *well part of it hahaha!!

something funny happened today in e-plaza..hahahaha!! oh wells i guess oni jac and jh will noe what's it abt..hehe:P
yes this week has been crazy, however, the next 3 weeks or more will be worse, for it'll be filled with tests, presentations and projects. am still getting used to this crazy life. yes let me repeat am still getting used to this crazy life..i guess the craziness would be more if i dun have the printed tutorials that jac and lilian is doing. life is made easier with them printing the tutorial answers for us.
even if so i shall be diligent and do my tutorials too.

hmmmm..i shall attempt to post some pics now..so if u dun see any pics u'll know am unsuccessful..

ytd i went to Kranji War memorial for my NE project.
pple normally go there very solemn but when my grp members and me go there we very noisy..imagine we took 174 photos in the war memorial.
i'll try to upload some when i can..hahaha!!
somehow going to the memorial, in a way it brought in some feelings.

dun want to tok bout today..lazy..
pretty tired..

the craziness of my life have started.
the things that needs to be done is increasing everyday.
the stress lvl is becoming higher as the weeks pass.
the time for me to meet ppl is lesser.
tutorials that needs to be done everyweek.
the time spent in school is more den the time spent at home.
time spent staring at my lecture notes is more den the time i spent staring at the com and TV.
the time spent listening to lecturers and tutors is more den the time spent listening to my family members.
the times i see the ppl i dun like is more den the times i see my buddies.
tiredness is wat i feel most of the time.

finally am back to post..hehe..
went to Kbox on monday with jac, jh and lilian..hehe we had fun, i finally could sing hei se you mo properly..wat a difficult song to sing.. finally saw a noisy side to lilian(hahaha!!) neways she and jh very high, laugh like siao..and the three of us had fun disturbing jac..

Tues: i had made the decision to go to sentosa with ww, jh, hx, pw and hy last week or is it the week before.. and trust me it was a very difficult decision to make. i guess no matter wat decision i made you guys(both parties) wouldn't understand how i feel. You guys might hate me so am saying sorry.

all in all i had fun, hahahaha!! favourite past-time at the beach is juz soaking in the water, swimming around don't havta kayak or play volley.
din get tanned though :( oh wells..

today: stayed back in school after lectures, to have lunch and study in the library. i managed to finish my HRM and Biz Finance tutorials.i guess jac and me drived lilian crazy in the discussion room with our singing hahaha!! neways aft studying we went down to Food Junction and eat again, cuz hungry..hehe we are pigs. neways we chit chatted alot and gave lilian a educational talk on sth..can die sia..

i guess aft this week, every week will be filled with project discussions, mugging and doing tutorials.

neways am rather proud of myself cuz i did my tutorials, previously when i was in year 1, i normally never do tutorials de, the only tutorial i did was economics..hahaha!! i now want to be good girl..

hey to all people who are sick, rest well!! drink alot of water and dream of me and probably you'll recover faster..hehe jkjk but seriously rest well and take care!!

yea i am back..hahaha!!

choices choices choices..i hate making choices.
to choose between them OR them, if i choose either one, one will be unhappy. wat am i supposed to do?? argh..
nvm dun bother le, go with my feelings.
its so hard to please everyone.

oh my com is not tat cranky le yay!! PTL!!

my com crashed on me=( argh.. dun be puzzled why you don't see me much on msn, neways am in my school lab now..shucks lesson's till 8 tonight..sickening..
neways i got me my adidas bottle le, wahaha!! the one i've been eying for a long long time, i thought i wouldn't be able to get it in the color i want, but i got the color i wanted. hee=)

neways school school has started for 4 days le, projects and assignments are already coming in.
Had my first french lesson on tues, its a cool language, the sad thing is, i dun haf a french teaching me french but a chinese..=( he look like one lao ti gou..hahaha!!

this Sem's modules are rather difficult. i wonder how am i gonna survive. I wonder if am able to meet my goals for this sem..>.<

amelia is sick..
horrible..

Oh i kinda sprained my leg while walking to school today(*clumsy me)

I think am keeping alot of feelings in me..hmmmmm..
argh..

today is the start of school..hahaha!! well..in the 2nd hour of my second class of the day i zoned out..din register wat the cher was saying..gosh..i really pray my attention span will be longer next time..

went for the singers meet ytd to do sound..it was cool..am kinda inspired by them.
laughed alot ytd, craziness...haven't laughed tat much in a long time.

met xinyi today at jurong..oh my..its like a foreign land to me..gosh..ooh and i left my nike water bottle in mac, by the time i realised it was quite late le..saded.. oh wells to look on the bright its an excuse to buy a new bottle..hehe (i can buy the adidas bottle which i've been eying for some time le)

I am just not satisfied with my skills now..i know it's not just based on one time alone, but i've been seeing thruout the many weeks, i've rather been inconsistent. God i ask for your hands to be on me.
I'll strive to improve even more.
I thank you guys who have been teaching me and helping me to understand your instruments better.


neways school starting tmr..bleah..am actually quite excited for it..
first lesson tmr starts at 8am..woah..have to wake up quite early..i hope i dun sleep in class..
hehe will update more nxt time