jh complained that the blog is rotting..hahaha!! well it is..been rather lazy and busy lately.
well!! its my last week of working the coming week..am looking forward to it sia..1 week break den the start of school le..kinda looking forward to the start of school. cuz it means i can hang out with my frens yay!! =) oh!! and ian helped me mod my psp!! ahaha!! now i can do so much more with it..hahaha!!
neways i did sound today!! yay!! lee told me aft svc dat the toms sounded good and its the kind of sound that he wanted to hear..i was so encouraged to hear that. Thank You God, for sustaining me today. Seriously, i was feeling really lousy today i mean physically, my throat felt funny, and my head hurt in 2nd svc, i was able to tahan till the end of 2nd svc. if God din work i dun think i would be able to deliver the best today. during the gathering b4 the start of pm, Dennis shared sth abt excitment, den i asked myself am i excited today or even the many weeks i serve. I guess i have to ask myself this constantly and do a constant healthchecks with God.

met up my xiao wu guis on friday night, yea i rushed to prac, den to meet them, den back to prac again..hahaha!! yea i rushed like mad..but am glad to meet them, boy how much i miss them and laughing at all the stewpid things we do and catching up with one another..hahaha!! thankew ladies for accomodating with my requests that night and for understanding..=)

ok the blog has been rotting for quite some time..its been a week since i came back from Taiwan narunwan(spelt sth liddat i think, wait i go check the picture opps its naruwan)..hehe..neways i really enjoyed my trip there, on the day of my departure from there i kinda looked forward to coming back to s'pore cuz i miss my frens, the food, my bed and the comfort of my home. but i really miss that place...on the day i came back to s'pore the first thing i felt was wah sei super hot sia..seriously its like living in a suana..hahaha!!!

oh wells..its good to be back seeing the faces of ppl i care abt, ppl who i enjoy being with, ppl i love..attending svc, learning the word and serving. man it feels good.

the scenery in Taiwan is mag...i was in awe..
wow!!! that's not even enough the describe it..mayb cuz i've never seen the swiss alps..hahaa

first time in the entire period after i got my new com did i ever not use it for 5 days straight..i am serious i did not on it since monday till now..omg hahaha oh wells..
i shall update u on my week thus far..
well work's been getting better but stress level's kinda getting higher..hahaha gotta rush many things or else the other operations in the company cannot run..so yea u imagine the pressure, now the future month or so working there will test me in my typing speed, seeing, sorting and making payments speed..challenging, cuz scared will be mistakes..thank God am oni a temp staff.. oh the ppl there are much friendlier now, got more ppl to talk to. they all call me ah mei(4)..haha!! oni my 2nd week at work and i need to work OT twice..haiz..

been feeling rather tired lately esp this week, still not very used to this timing i guess and to the constant look at the papers and computer.. and i think i may fall sick soon (my feelings are usually wrong). oh gosh i pray i dun get sick now, i wanna go Taiwan with a healthy body, to enjoy the trip out of S'pore..

i went with my mother to ding tai fung on wed...hmmm the xiao long pao quite nice, the fried prawn pancake thingy also quite nice oh the suan la tang also nice and i got cheated by the name i tot its spicy but its not...hahaha..the next place i wanna try the food at is botak jones which am going tmr or rather ltr for lunch if nothing goes wrong..hehe

met with my friends from mayer today, had a great time with them and i really miss them loads, sad that i can't see the whole bunch of them..haiz how i miss monster and disturbing her, how i miss tricking ah lotte and seeing her blur face, how i miss talking with ah dawn in the midst of work and whenever, how i miss disturbing zhou tai with her t shirt quote 'careful, i had a bowl of bitchy for breakfast', how i miss ah xiang's craziness, how i miss talking crap with shi fu, how i miss walking to spareparts to talk with haizan, how i miss the times of talking with mu mu and the rare times that he can drive the van home, how i miss the times of singing one nite in beijing with an-nee, how i miss talking with auntie nonsense, how i miss the times of lunch with them, the times of taking the shuttle bus with them, the times of train rides home with them and surprisingly how i miss the times of going into miss chong's office, how i miss the kboxing with them..
one thing really agree with zhou tai after we left mayer the things we miss there most is not the work or anything but rather the ppl, cuz at mayer the ppl we worked with feel like kinda family to us..we work and play tgt..

and i do miss going out with ppl like ruiz, shan, jess, yenli, zyann, ruth and the whole bunch of my ex cg mates, jqian(really miss going out and talking with her)..

oh my mum blessed me recently with 2 pairs of tracee shoes..hee=) so i have shoes that i feel comfortable in and it fits with my working attire..hee=)

welll...work's been ok so far..but feel kinda alone in the company..am kinda like an alien in a foreign land..its quite a comfortable place to work in ahaha cool air con..but the travelling time's kinda long..hahaha!! Did checking, filing and payments today..got in their system today, its kinda same with mayer's hahaha..
i have been late the past 2 days..hais..i must wake up earlier, bathe faster or eat faster..hahaha

on the 2nd day of work i took leave and went for metamorphosis, its the dunno how many meta i went but each time is filled with a new experience, the joy of seeing so many new faces joining this family and seeing them learning much from it as well is indescriable. am so glad i took that important step and went for it..

who knows what i'll miss if i din...

1 more week to the release of results and 2 more weeks to taiwan!!! YES!!!

hahaa amelia is no longer jobless, she is now employed..hehe..
starting work tmr..really hope the ppl there are nice..oh wells the employers is kinda understanding..so yea..i can go for meta..hahaha

This week's been quite a relaxing one for me..been nuahing at home, resting the body..well no more nuahing for me, time to earn some moooney and save for watever i'll need to buy. oh yah did i tell u, my mp3 died..very sad...am thinking of getting a new one..i'll still get samsung though..hee=)

Had a media gathering last friday, hahaha!! pure madness..Thankew Mel for booking us the place, Jia, aloy, Mel, Mila, Vic, Shijie, Melody, Huiying, Chicken Egg thankew to u guys for cooking for us..hahaha

I Know Where I've Been- A song from HairSpray, my favourite song of the movie

There's a light
In the darkness
Though the night
Is black as my skin
There's a light
Burning bright
Showing me the way
But i know where i've been

There's a cry
In the distance
It's a voice
That comes from deep within
There's a cry
Asking why
I pray the answer's up ahead
'Cause i know where i've been

There's a road
We've been travelin'
Lost so many on the way
But the riches
Will be plenty
Worth the price
The price that had to pay

There's a dream
In the future
There's a struggle
That we have yet to win
And there's pride
In my heart
'Cause i know
Where i'm going( yes I do)
And i know where i've been

There's a road
We must travel
There's a promise
We must make
'Cause the riches
Will be plenty
Worth the risk
And chances that we take
There's a dream
In the future
There's a struggle
That we have yet to win
Use that pride
In our hearts
To lift us up
To tomorrow
'Cause just to sit still
Would be a sin

I know it, i know it
I know where i'm going

And lord knows i know..
Where i've been

Oh! When we win,
I'll give thanks to my god
'Cause i know where i've been

random post...cuz am bored..

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aHboy: *bonks*
aMe: *hits ah boy on the head with a hammer*
aHboy: omgomgomgomgomgomg! somebody call the doctor! *screams heristerically*
aMe: -_-'' split personality
aMe: amelia says boo, her other self says *ahhh* ^with the silly hand action^ hahaha!!

met Carol, Mich and JQ today, really enjoyed myself today just talking with them at S11 and den at Coffeebean, aft coffeebean we went to the open space on the 3rd floor of J8 took fotos there and continued chatting with them sitting at the playgound there, haha!! Sliding down the slides, taking more photos, oh man, guess am gonna miss tat stupid girl ahaha!! gonna be away for 6mths, ahhh, the time i see her again will be aft i graduate i guess..i hope she doesn't read this..

sometimes i wonder, what's the significance of me being there. the feeling of being ignored is hurtful and sometimes i wonder if my presence is even known, its like why am i always the last person to know sth, the feeling of not being remembered. i dunno, i sometime do wonder wat am i doing there and does it really play a big part in the big picture, wat's the difference of me being there and not being there..i dunno..i really dun.

wahahaha!! exams are finally over!!! yayness!!! my long awaited holidays is finally here.

Thanks to my study budds..for motivating me along the way and helping me in my revision..

Thanks to God for sustaining me through this period and keeping me healthly

For all the messages during the week thankew! It really kept me going alot and encouraged me loads.

Oh thanks to Lilian for the dedication too, though i din hear it live =D

Went to Suki Sushi ytd after exams to haf lunch, hahaha!!! man eat till full full..after tat went to Kbox..inside damn cold lar..sing till i shiok shiok.. (*what's wat with the language man hmmmm??) watched hairspray too, woah nice, i love all the singing. I want to play air hockey again.(i shall try to be gentler)..

Some photos:

i wanted to study tonight, but no feel..omg at this rate i'll never study finish..how to memorise finish, i suck at memorising la..argh..if only i dun haf to memorise stuff...

neways feelings..hmmmmm..i dunno how to say but..it doesn't feel good...

alright i can't wat i wanted to type..so i'll just stop here first and continue on another day..
tmr will be another day of study..
i pray i will not be distracted..

hmmmm...presentation that was supposed to be today was postponed to monday..when we heard it we were kinda furious..as in i tot i cld at least devote one full week to studying the 3 modules that's up for exams..argh...argh..sometimes i wonder why do they even bother to ask..

ok..after am finish doing the executive summary for the proj..i can finally stop worrying abt it for awhile...

a feeling so free is wat i want now..

as i was eating today i suddenly tot of this song...

I adore you
You're everything to me
you're all i long for
all i ever needed
lord i'm hungry for you
my saviour forever.....

i practically stayed home and nuah today..hahaha 's been long since i last did that man..oh wells..this week's gonna be the last week of school before we proceed on to our study break. i've been looking forward to the exams, dun ask me why, i just do..perhaps its a sign for the end of the semester and to the start of the semestral break.

i've been thinking...

If i dun update i think wu gui will kill me..hahaha

Yes i got my A*mei latest album le..hahaha happy, got it ytd after getting a call from the shop. my sister bought me A*mei's concert tix as well, double happiness..

my mum bought me the new Harry Potter book too..hahaha!! actually supposed to borrow from my cousin, but my mother dunno why bu shuang my cousin, decided not to borrow from her le and bought the book instead..-_-'''

oh and as of now for my projects am oni left with compensation, this week was super tiring, spend so much time in school, waking up early everyday, to do proj, dies..tired until got headache..
i almost died in all the presentations..except for whp, i kinda had fun..hahaha!! i was the tai chi master..hehe tai chi anyone??

oh and i had rashes, i went to the doctor within 2 weeks for 2 separate reasons..spent a total of $48..i shouldn't have waited so long to see the doctor..anyways my record for see the doctor is 2 times in 2 days crazy right.. one time each day..

ooh and Elvin came to NYP last week..omg he's so handsome...hahaha

the message today was barriers to trust, when i first heard it, for a moment there i was thinking of Customer Relations..hahaha!! ok..further into the message i reflected upon my life, and i realised indeed i dun trust people easily even those closer to me, somehow there's the barrier somewhere, guess am afraid to trust someone and in return get hurt, its like an unspoken fear.
den i realised trust is the most important thing in not only in my walk with God but also with friends. another thing i realised is how superficial are my friendships with people, my feelings and thoughts are never made known. why? pride? fear?

i am very sleepy now....oh wells am blogging in school now..
oh wells having meeting now, but 2 members late, honestly i dunno wat are we gonna do..so here i am blogging and doing my own stuff..
updates of the past week or since i've stopped blogging..
well, projects had been hectic, have not been able to find time to go out with good frens except once or twice. hahaok i shall end here for now..i'll cont ltr

my blog had been collecting dust for days..
hahaha!! oh wells..
time for some updates..i watched transformers and Harry Potter this week..
omg transformers is damn nice lar..i was so entertained by the movie, its quite funny also..hahaha..
Harry Potter was quite a let down, guess i kinda expected more.

celebrated Jacina's bday ytd too..went yuki yaki..hahaha totally enjoyed myself..each of us haf our preferred food there..i shall post up some photos another day..hehe
we took many crazy fotos as well..hahaha

oh went to watch dim sum dollies today..damn funny, its really worth the money sia..it was great, pam oei, selena tan and emma yong are great actress..wow..oh am not advertising for them..hahaha

oh man i love playing daytona with friends, it kinda reminds me of my secondary and primary school days, the days of the old arcade in J8, the times that were spent there playing daytona, some jet skiing game and air hockey, and of cuz games to collect points to redeem something.. this has brought back fond memories of my childhood..hahaha!!

the day today was spent with, jia, aloy, bear, girl and chicken egg(who joined us at a later time).
the 5 of us excluding chicken egg went of Huili's school flim screening, i enjoyed wacthing vids made by the students. Some of them left quite an impression in my heart.

After the screening, had meeting, that's when chicken egg joined us, neways i guess i learnt quite a few things today, there's more den tat, i guess my perspective was widen today, the preparation involved is more den i imagined, thank God for you guys.

hahah!! going wataaa hse tmr. she's cooking yayness..

looking forward to this week:
catch up with ruiz
minops cg at sentosa
svc

yea! am back from camp!!! it was really awesome! it was a great learning experience.
hahaha!! yea..though was busy going around making sure everything is going great, i enjoyed every moment of it. Serving with the team in this camp has brought much laughter and i thank each and everyone of you.

i need to learn to deny my rights

feeling kinda sleepy now, was sleeping after bathing, when i was rudely awaken by the return of my bro and sis, and by the barks of tyrant and qiqi..
yay!! qiqi is back!!! she went for a operation, she was at my sister's fren's hse..cuz cannot put her in my house when tyrant is around..
oh wells..conflict is happening again..

hahaha!! yay!! my 2 weeks termbreak is finally here..
but like not 2 weeks break sia..the 2nd week chionging proj..so to be exact its 1 week break nia..
hahaa!! oh wells..at least i can enjoy one week.. yeah!! and i can go for CAMP!!!
totally looking forward to it sia..a time of meeting God, a time of fellowshipping..and a time w/o having to think abt projs..yeah..
oh wells..so many things to talk abt..but the blog is not so private to do it..haiz..i just hope dat i know to handle this situation well..it just sucks..haiz..

its been quite a few days since i last updated..been busy..
Hopefully IB is done for now..or not i'll juz die
for now HR resume is done..am now left with CRM script and WHP..
I still dun understand why the school let us take WHP and still have exam for it..completely retarded dunno how they gonna test us sia..
haiz..stupid class politics..as per normal it doesn't feel like we're in a class..still dun understand why they dun like(bu shuang) us.. childish...
everything is juz so lame in my class..why why am i in this kind of class?!?

hopefully i can finish my crm script by tonight den tmr onwards i just focus on WHP..

everything is not the same anymore...

feelings, does it matter now..

proposal is done.
now left CRM journal, CRM ICA2 script, IB ica 1 project and presentation, WHP report..(these are due the week before term break)
hahaha!! yea..crazy life of school is starting all over again..

neways thank God my sister helped me alittle in my proposal, if she din, i wouldn't have finished it so quickly..yep..
thank God for the service on sat, for sustaining me thruout the day.
one thing am very happy abt, was told by jia tat my mix has improved and recording sounded nice..yea..


Been feeling rather tired lately, chiong school work too much le..
i am determined to do better..
i know i can do better and much more.