met Carol, Mich and JQ today, really enjoyed myself today just talking with them at S11 and den at Coffeebean, aft coffeebean we went to the open space on the 3rd floor of J8 took fotos there and continued chatting with them sitting at the playgound there, haha!! Sliding down the slides, taking more photos, oh man, guess am gonna miss tat stupid girl ahaha!! gonna be away for 6mths, ahhh, the time i see her again will be aft i graduate i guess..i hope she doesn't read this..

sometimes i wonder, what's the significance of me being there. the feeling of being ignored is hurtful and sometimes i wonder if my presence is even known, its like why am i always the last person to know sth, the feeling of not being remembered. i dunno, i sometime do wonder wat am i doing there and does it really play a big part in the big picture, wat's the difference of me being there and not being there..i dunno..i really dun.