First post on 2010....
i kept on telling myself to blog, but everytime i 'm in the new post page and start to type the first sentence i give up halfway and decides not to blog..i need to change this... LOL what's the point of having a blog if i don't blog..

Ok..a few updates for you, i started working at Larsen again as a temp receptionist after my exams in nov, the job is pretty simple and freaking slack...well in other words they're kinda like paying money to me to slack..haha!!!! no laaaa..i got do my job de lo..ans phone calls, open door, order stufff, distribute letters, doing labels..blah blah..basically also can be known as sai kang warrior..LOL slightly better by abit..haha!!! dun have alot of sai..somehow..i do miss working in cpf..hahah!!! apart from the friends i miss the work..processing all those applications was kinda fun and kinda fulfilling..but anyways since its over and i have moved on, i must strive to do the best i can in my current workplace, but den again how do i do my best..it'll be a qns i ask myself everyday.. I realised sth abt myself as i grow older i become not so relational i used to be able to talk to these 2 people together, but now when i eat with them and with another one of my friends who i can talk to pretty well i got nth to say and i'll just keep quiet and listen to the 3 of them speak and only talk when i have sth to say or when they ask me sth.. is it me or them..hmmmm..LOL

another update i joined the gym near my house there, its a woman gym..hmmmm..since starting exercising i feel healthier and not so sickly..lol anyways exercising really does wonders to your body..yaynesss am no that flabby anymore..lol ok that's not the main point of exercising. Really wanna have a healthy lifestyle..Grant me the discipline to continually live this kind of a lifestyle.


Ok for this new yea i have set some things i wanna see...

1) i wanna serve in HopeKids

(i have volunteered already, i don't want to give up halfway, until they don't need me anymore, i will want to serve in HopeKids)

Why i wanna do this is cuz as most people know i don't really like kids..why, cuz i think they are noisy and too active for my liking, this shld not be a reason why i don't want to serve in HopeKids if it can advance the kingdom, why not just do it, since i have the skills required to help them, den why not, i wanna bless the kids ministry. so yea...also i wanna break out of my comfort zone, i find i have become comfortable serving in youth. And the last reason is i wanna build discipline in my life.

2) i wanna be faithful in send out recordings

ok i managed to send out my first recording this week, i must not give up halfway, if i cannot even be faithful in this, how am i gonna be entrusted with greater stuffff.. also recordings will help the musios, singers, lead worshippers and sound to improve. Therefore amelia remember you must be faithful and send out recordings weekly and not give up halfway.

3) i can only skip class once per module

i must be a good student and not skip classes. the previous semester i skipped so many classes tat if i plus all the classes tat i've attended it will not the be even the number of classes per module..seee!! wat a wonderful student i am. i must not skip classes and do better this semester.

4) i wanna care for my voluteers like i care for my sheeps

this is a open declaration i wanna be a SHEPHERD!!!! i miss having someone to take care of...it'll not be easy, but i wanna do it...

I want my people to be strong and reaching their best potential. I don't want to just have a leader-volunteer realationship, i want to know them, i want them to know me, and i want to help them..But GOd please help me to bring down my barrier..

5) better relationship with my brother

I find this is a prayer i make every year. God help me to have patience and more love for my brother. Help me to understand him better, help me to relate to him better, and God open up his eyes to seeee.

6) Building stronger bonds with my LG and Shep

Well, we're still realatively new, i wanna avail myself more to my LG mates and hang out with them more. God help me help me to be more deep and relational, help me to find the courage and openess to share abt my life more.

Also a stronger r/s with my shep..heh:)

7) Going to the gym at least once a week and sleeping at least 6.5 hrs

wanna have a healthy lifestyle.


Alright this is it for now..