Who Am I?? I am uniquely made by God. My tag says made in heaven.

all this while the negative things i feel or think has taken its toll on me..than on tues as i was at home by myself, i listened to draw me close and really prayed to God to draw me back to him. I guess in my very sinful nature i want to feel loved and the busy schedule i had, added to the amt of stress i feel.. Den i realised i forgot the basic of my spiritual life, taking care of my walk God. yea..i shld go east coast and haf a retreat with God at the jetty. i feel most relaxed there.. many other things i want to share but i can't pen them down here..

WE ARE PRECIOUS TO GOD!!

will anybody ever understand how amelia feels?
the only source of comfort at home i have other than God is my dog..
I want to be loved, i noe i am by God, but how abt the people closest to me, my family??
Sometimes i just dun feel like going home, the words that will come is when are u going to work? they never ask is everything ok? how's school? are u coping well?
Tired, just so tired of studying..deep within me i just want to quit school..
maintaining contact with my secondary school frens is tiring, dun they feel my sincerity in wanting to meet them, all i get is their cold reply..mayb u guys shld organize an outing and i'll give u the same respond.
I need a friend who'll juz ask me out to east coast, cycling and enjoying the sea breeze together and just talking about anything under the sky..
a voice screaming in my heart: I miss the carefree life i once had..



Hanging out with Ruth, ah li, jess, david and BK ytd really brought back much memories, and how much i really miss them..

the real me?? who am i really?
the meaning of life? what's the true meaning of it?
Love? really what is it all about?
true friends? how do you know if they are your true friends?
friends are easy to find, but who among them are your true friends?

One last report to go and this semester's projects will be done..yea..this is now the last week of school for me. den it'll be one week of study break and it'll be examinations!! wow..this semester went by so fast. Can't wait for the exams to be over sia..I want to be stressfree...

somehow i kinda miss North D peeps.. the ppl who kinda grew up with me..hahahaha!!

A little encouragement goes a long way.
Given at the right time it can lift a person up.


I was so nervous ytd while doing sound, i've never felt so nervous before..guess it was pretty obvious tat i was nervous as i was not as crazy as i'm normally am..hahahaha!! yep..
oh wells, yay!! had cg today, it feels so good to be there today. yeah!! refreshed, God teach me to be more aware and to listen more..

When was the last time u praised someone??