Ever felt so alone...oh wells i was feeling so alone ytd..don't know why, maybe cuz my mama went to Macau and left me at home..heh..and my sister is not at home though my bro is at home, the feeling is not the same..
at least my sister is bringing me out tonight for dinner..wahahaaha

thursday is my last paper..woo!! for the semester i meant...the module is just not making sense..

on sat as i was walking to smu with good friends of mine. was chatting with one of them and she we were talking abt coming out of our comfort zone when she told me to look at it from a different perspective..instead of seeing it as stepping out my comfort zone, see it as expanding my comfort zone. when i start to think about..looking at situations in this way it doesn't feel so intimidating..hehs

Learning to look at things with different perspectives.

and yes as i look at the calendar i have about 1 month to exams..woo!!! i dunno to feel happy tat it is finally coming.. whatever it is i grateful that it is finally coming..

went to meet a good friend of mine for dinner today (wednesday 14 apr) hahaha!!! its been a long time since i met her up..hahha!! and i realised i kinda miss her..and all the times spent talking and listening to this friend of mine..i know this is kinda random but a sudden tot and question came to me, do I/we miss talking and listening to God? why is it that we only miss not talking, meeting or listening to our friends and not so much when it comes to God. one time to ponder on..

i realised something about myself, you know in a friendship there's usually one that will talk more and the other the listener, welll i think i'm the listener and the talk very little kind of a friend..haha!! though there are times when i talk alot of nonsense..but seriously am the listener kinda person..if there's one thing i can promise you as a friend is that i promise that am a pretty good listener though am rather lousy at giving suggestions or advise.

Which reminds me God is a friend that is a awesome listener and awesome advise giver..he never complains whenever we go to him and just talk, rant and let it all out. You know what is the best part of my friendship with God is that i dun have to worry about the time i can just call out to him and i dun have to put up any pretense aound him.

i realised the last time i blogged was roughly 2 months ago..hahaha!!! omg what happened to wanting to blog more regularly.. I realised after being active on twitter, the need to blog went way down. haha!!!

now am in the job hunting phase of my life and i totally dislike this process.. its been about a month since my contract ended at LOG..so in this period of unemployment i've been bumming ard..hahah!!! and so what have i been doing..hahaha!!! well i've been meeting up with friends, reading and doing school assignments.. ah which reminds me i have another discussion board thingy and project due next week..

anyways this is my first post using spider..hahahaha!!!
ytd i went to eat the international buffet at swissotel merchant court with my mother and 2 of my gym instructors..i enjoy the dinner and the knowing my gym instrucors a little bit more...

Lost is where you found me
Shattered and frail
But you Love me still
Trouble may surround me
My heart may fail
But you never will
You never will

met up with lili on friday for lunch and a chatting session heh..thanks for the awkward moments to help in sharing haa..been thinking through what was shared and said that day..its not gonna be a easy ride but am going to go ahead.. it will not be one that's smooth, it will not be one that i will like, it will be one that will not be comfortable. It's time to bring down the barriers and start walking forward. i will stop staying where i am or taking a step back..

i kinda sprained my wrist..i dunno how i did it, the doctor say it might be because when i was carrying heavy stuff i did not carry it properly or it might be when i use the computer mouse i too violent so i sprained my wrist unknowingly..gosh..this is not the first time this happened though..lol just that i did not see the doctor when i got it the previous times, maybe that's why this time it became rather bad....hahaha!!! so my hand kinda like swollen now..hahaha!!! the worse thing is that its my right hand that is injured..so many things i feel weird doing...esp when am bathing..lol..not used to doing things with my left hand..oh wells at least now i've seen the doctor hopefully it'll become better soon..

woohoo!! tmr is FRIDAY!!!!!! i am so excited...about what i don't know..haaaa..


A song tat i stumbled upon while listening for tracks for service on friday. it reminds me of His love for me.. makes my heart fuzzy..

God's Love song to us...
THIRD DAY - JUST TO BE WITH YOU:
"I've heard a tale that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves.
How many times has he broken that promise?
It has never been done
Well I never climbed the highest mountain,
but I walked the hill of calvary

And just to be with you I'll do anything,
there's no price I would not pay, no
Just to be with you I will give everything.
I would give my life away.
Yeaaaa

I've heard it said that a man would swim an ocean
Just to be with the one he loves.
But all of those dreams are an empty emotion
It can never be done.
Well I never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea

And just to be with you I'll do anything,
there's no price I would not pay, no
and just to be with you I would give everything.
I would give my life away.
Yeaaaa

And I know that you don't understand the fullness of my love
How I died upon the Cross for your sin
And I know that you don't realize how much that I give you
And I promise I would do it all again

Just to be with you I've done everything
There's no price I did not pay, no
Just to be with you I gave everything
Yes I gave my life away.
Yeaaaaa

Just to be with you
Oh, just to be with you (3x)"

Sleeping on sunday feelssssss GOOOOOOD....LOL hahaha!!! well i woke up at abt 9 sth..went out to the living room and my sister tell me that she's bringing Qiqi to the dog run in Bishan Park and than she asked me if i want to go..lol she was meeting her friend at 10 there..and she only told me abt it at abt 935 liddat..so i rushed to bathe and eat my breakfast..in the end we left my house at 955am and we are so late..hahaha!!! we walked to the park and boy and Qiqi walk fast..hahaha!!!! i ran abit with her, bringing qiqi out is good exercise.. when we reached the park there were alot of dogs there big and small also have. hahah!!! Qiqi was so scared to let other dogs small her behind that she whined and bark so my sister must rescue her..even when Qiqi was on the chairs the other dogs refuse to let her go lol so she bark and bark..hahaha!!! She is so funnny..

Let me show u guys a few photos

Introducing Qiqi and my sister's leg..LOL

This is Qiqi hiding behind my sister to get away from Kiki (this male black poodle)

and qiqi again finally away from hiding and attempting to make friends with Kiki

And this is Qiqi when she was still a puppy...hahaha!!! sooooo cuteeeee hor..

school has finally started for me..school's on monday and wednesday, i am back to the no life amelia again.. mon, wed school, tues, thurs gym, friday if there's no prac i would like to rest at home..hahaha!!! nah....i am not no life amelia..i have a life its just the way i live it..
remember in my first post of the year i said that i can only skip school only once per mod..i think am gonna find that resolution hard to keep..both of my teachers are super chiong hei, one of them ended class late and the other one will end class at 10 sharp which is kinda a good thing lol..
I think i freaking suay all the transportation i take home for the past 2 days were freaking smellly, but the tuesday one was the killer, me piggy and ah lin took 93 home from ikea and when we boarded the bus we almost died, so a few stops ltr we decided to alight and take cab instead, sadly the cab stinks too...thank God it wasn't stuffy and the air-con was blowing quite strongly so it was bearable....my gosh bus drivers shld on the bus air-con bigger when there's alot of ppl in the bus so it won't feel so stuffy and smelly..

anyways...i am so looking forward to sunday, in the morn go hopekids, aft tat eat lunch den chiong home and catch up on some sleep..i've been on deprivation for the longest time ever..3 weeks...anymore i think soon i'll just fall sick..